letting go (b.beckham)

chapter twenty five

an: i am so sorry for not updating ilysm, please read the author's note at the end.

allie's pov

its 8 am, thomas and i are eating our breakfast while watching morning news

i sigh at what i am seeing right now.. its a news about brooklyn and this french model, Sonia. there's a lot of photos of them, flirting.

now it all made sense.. maybe this is the reason why brooklyn changed a lot lately. i mean before he's trying so hard to win us back, he's texting and calling us all the time, he always visit us but these past week he changed a lot. now i know why.

today brooklyn and i are supposed to bring thomas to the mall but i havent receive any messages from him.

well of course, i am affected about the news. because i thought he's willing to wait until i fully forgive him but i guess im wrong.

i am trying not to care because it will just make me crazy. if he will not go with us today, well i dont care. i'll still bring thomas to the mall.

i turn off the tv as i put our dirty plates in the sink.

"good morning, tom!" i heard my brother shouted, cheerfully.

i giggled at the nickname he gave thomas. they all call him tom, i do too, sometimes.

"did you eat your breakfast already?" he asked him. thomas nodded.

"you have any plans today?" aaron asked me. "uhh.. brooklyn and i are supposed to bring thomas to the mall today but i guess ill bring him alone, since brooklyn is nowhere to be found, he isnt texting me" i said. "why dont you text him?" he asked "no way, maybe he's busy hanging out, flirting with that model" i said "oh yeah... and about brooklyn? who is that girl? its all over the internet." he asked, i rolled my eyes. "i dont know? maybe his new girlfriend?" i said, sarcastically. he laughed. "okay, chill. im just asking." he said, i rolled my eyes again. "you know allie, i know you're worried, i know you think that he gave up on you so easily but you arent even sure yet. did he confirmed that, that he's girlfriend? no right? so stop over thinking and just go text him and asked him if he's coming with you guys later and maybe ask him later about the girl" he said, smiling before kissing my forehead.

"i have to go, bye tom!" he said, grabbing his bag before leaving.

i looked at thomas. maybe my brother is right. maybe i should text him and ask him if he's still coming with us.

i carried thomas and put him in the living room before i grab my phone beside the tv. i opened and saw nothing from brooklyn.

i took deep breathe. should i text him? should i ask him if he's still coming? should i talk to him about the girl? should i tell him that i still lo-

my thoughts got interrupted by someone who is knocking on our door. "coming!" i shouted before opening the door..