letting go (b.beckham)

chapter fourteen

a l l i s o n

we are now on our way home
i dont wanna go home yet cause
i know that after this night, every
thing's going back to normal.

i am eating pizza while he's driving
he looks so adorable. he keeps on
talking about football and about his
family. i miss them so much.

i seriously want to stop him from driving
home cause dont wanna go home yet but
i can see that he's already tired and and
sleepy and i am too.

he keeps on rubbing my thighs while he's
driving and i am just letting him cause why
not. lol.

when suddenly his hands travelled to my
boobs. i looked at him.

"brooklyn!" i shouted, laughing.

he smirked.

..

we finally arrived home and the lights
and even the door is open.

we freaked out and we immediately
entered the house.

"hey!!" they shouted.

fuck. i cant believe it. why.

everyone's here.

aaron's back with...
my mom, victoria and.. holly.

"babe!" holly said to brooklyn

they hugged each other so tight.
okay, i admit it. that broke my
heart so much. just a few minutes
ago, brooklyn and i are the one
who's doing that but now..

well, i have to accept that he is not
mine anymore. i have to accept that
what happened earlier is not going
to happen ever again. i have to accept
that its all just for one night. fuck.

brooklyn gave me a "sorry" look
i looked away and ran to my mom

i hugged her, then victoria, then aaron.

"we have something here, c'mon lets eat" my mom said

i followed her to the kitchen cause
i want to escape the awkwardness
and shits but unfortunately they
all followed my mom.

brooklyn & holly are hand in hand

i can see brooklyn looking
at me with a guilty look..
okay no, why are you like
that. you dont need to say
sorry.. i mean, there's no-
thing wrong with that. chill.

after a hour and a half holly
finally greeted me, wow.

"hey allie" she said then we hugged.

i didnt greet her first cause she
was so busy flirting with brooklyn.

"brooklyn and allie, where have you been? why are you out late at night?" victoria asked.

brooklyn and i looked at each other.

"uhh... we just saw each other outside" i said

aaron secretly laughed but i saw him.
i know that he knows i am lying but who cares.
..

"okay guys, holly do you mind staying with brooklyn in his room?" aaron asked

"yeah sure, why not." she said

crazy how this night can go the best
night ever to i fucking hate this fuck-
ing night real quick.

i ran to my room & locked
it. i seriously just want to
FUCKING MOVE ON.

okay, i know that earlier i was so
happy with him. i know that this
night made me realize that i love
him so much but I FREAKING
NEED TO UNDERSTAND THAT
I CANT HAVE HIM ANYMORE
BECAUSE HE IS ALREADY WITH
SOMEONE ELSE. I JUST WANT
TO MOVE ON. PLEASE.

while lying in bed thinking about life
and all the shits happening right now
someone knocked on my door. i igno-
red it cause im so lazy.

...

i woke up cause of the noise downstairs.
i quickly checked the time and its 4 PM
what the heck!! NO.

i jumped out of bed and took a quick
shower. this is so freaking annoying.

today is the last day of school and i am
not even able to attend. i am so annoyed
with myself.

after shower i got dressed of course
and i quickly went to the kitchen to
get some water.

(ootd photo attached)

i saw all of them in the backyard
brooklyn, holly and aaron are
playing football. mom and victoria
are talking. WOW, i mean wow.
no one even bothered to wake me
up and now they're having fun wout
even inviting me. lol i know im being
so dramatic right now but i am so
fucking pissed.

"allie!" i heard aaron shouted.

wow, finally someone noticed my existence.

i turned around, awkwardly and smiled.

"hey allie" mom and victoria said.

i looked at brooklyn and he's smiling.
ugh, i swear that smile is just making
me fall in love with him over and over.

"come join us" aaron said

"nah, im going out" i said

"where are you going?" my mom asked

"i think she's meeting nick" my brother said, laughing.

"fuck you no." i said

he laughed even more.

"he's here in la, just letting you know" he said, laughing

i rolled my eyes
ugh this bitch!¡!

and.. yeah, he's talking about
nick robinson. nick's my friend
since we're 10 i think? and he
courted me before brooklyn did
but i rejected him. and he tried
to court me again while i am in
a relationship with brooklyn &
that caused a very very big fight
between brooklyn and nick and
until now they're not in good terms.

since nick knew that brooklyn and i
broke up he tried to court me again
but idk i am not yet ready and now,
he's here in la too.

"are you gonna meet him? just say it" my brother said still laughing.

i swear he's so annoying!
holly, victoria, aaron and mom
are laughing and its so annoying.

i looked at brooklyn and he looks
so annoyed, idk maybe because i
interrupted their game.

"fuck you..." i said

he laughed

"k bye" i said then i kissed mom and victoria's cheeks and i left.

and yup, i finally got my car back!!!

while driving on my way to nowhere.
ugh seriously idek where i am going.
my phone rang. its an unknown num
so i decided to ignore it but it keeps
on ringing.

i answered it.

"where are you?" a familiar voice asked

"who's this?" i asked

"seriously allie? its brooklyn" he said

wtf why is he calling me.

"oh hi. what?" i asked

"where are you?" he said again, obviously pissed

"why?"

"are you seriously going to meet that guy?" he asked, pissed

"broo-" i got cut off

"be home early, okay? i need to go. be home early. bye" he said, its looks like he's in a hurry.

after 10 minutes i received a text from him.

"be home early and i hope youre not really going to go and meet that guy. and lets talk later okay? take care, be home early and i know you havent eaten anything today so go grab some food to eat. i love you"

WAIT WHAT.
did he just said i love you!?!
WHAT OKAY WHAT. WHAT.

an: guys i know this chapter isnt that good but i hope u like it ❤️ and yup, nick robinson's part of the story again 😂😂