letting go (b.beckham)

chapter ten

a l l i s o n

its monday again, ugh i hate mondays.
yesterday, i just stayed at home. and
that was probably the worst decision
ever. the whole day, yesterday i am just
in my room, and i can hear brooklyn &
holly talking idk maybe facetime or skype
and they're so sweet. fuck it. i hate it.
i swear i do, hearing your ex who you love
the most talking to his girlfriend that he
love the most. wow, fuck it.

brooklyn didnt bothered me this morning
to wake up so i guess he didnt really mean
what he said that he will drive me every
where i go and pick me up that hurt me a
little because i assumed that he will really
do it but who cares.. maybe he just said
it that time cause he's mad at his girlfriend
but now that they are okay he doesnt care
anymore. but seriously who cares...
but ofcourse i care.. okay im weird

im done doing my morning routine so i immediately
ran downstairs, i am still expecting to see him there
waiting for me but of course he isnt there. i sighed so
loud. im so stupid to really believe that he will really
do that things to me.. drive me wherever i go, pick me
up wherever i am?? wow, im so stupid.

i grabbed all my things and walked out of the house
idk whats up with me but i banged the door so loud
i think i woke him up but who cares he's such a bitch
im so pissed, seriously. he's so annoying!! i assumed
he'll really do that but of course, brooklyn being him
he cant keep promises. i am so pissed, im not gonna
talk to him im so annoyed. he is so fucking annoying.

..

i arrived at school and everyone's looking at me
like i killed seven thousand people ugh these
people never changed. everyone's so annoying.
i hate this day..

i heard some girls talking...

"i hate her, she's such a whore"

"did you know that she's trying to ruin brooklyn's relationship with her girlfriend?"

"what are you serious? she broke up with him and now, she's trying to ruin brooklyn's relationship with his new girlfriend? what a whore"

ugh these loosers.

-skip class-

...

school's finally done. yaas, im so excited
to go home and lay in bed and sleep and
shut the world out. ugh i hate this day.

while walking on my way home i saw a
mcdonalds and i decided to buy some
food.

i sat there while eating my food i received
a message from an unknown number.

"where are you?"

i just ignored it cause idek who that is
but i have an idea who but i dont want
to assume again and get hurt after, ugh.

after eating i took a cab cause i feel so
tired and i dont want to walk.

i arrived at home and payed the driver.

i saw brooklyn sitting there on
the bench in front of our house
while playing something in his phone.

i rolled my eyes.

"hey" he said, looking at me.

i ignored him cause im still annoyed.

i entered the house and
went straight to the kitchen
to get some water.

he followed me.

"i said hey.." he said

"hey" i said sarcastically

"whats the prob?" he asked

"nothing" i said, sarcastically again.

"then why ar-" i cut him off

"i have no time to explain shits" i said before rolling my eyes and ran upstairs.

i entered my room and
banged the my door again.

i swear, he is annoying as fuck.
he doesnt even know why i am
acting like this. wow and lol at him.

after 5 minutes someone knocked
and i know its him cause he's the
only one with me in this house.

"allie, can we please talk?" he asked

"what?" i said

"open the door please" he said

i opened the door,
i dont want someone
bothering me so i
decided to just open
the door so he cant
bother me anymore.

"what?" i said again

"i know.. its your house too and i already asked for your brother's permission but i just want to let you know that holly's coming tomorrow and she's gonna stay here. as i said, i already asked for your brother's permission and he said sure so yeah.. just want to let you know" he said.

"k, great" i said then shut the door

WOW THAT WAS THE BEST NEWS EVER
I FUCKING HATE MY LIFE I SWEAR.

so now.. holly's gonna stay with us?? how
great, being around with your ex boyfriend
and his new girlfriend which is my best friend?
THATS THE MOST AMAZING THING EVER

(note to sarcasm)

i swear this world hates me.

an: sorry for a short chapter :)