letting go (b.beckham)

chapter three

a l l i s o n

we just arrived here in vegas and its so damn beautiful!!!
i am now reunited with my parents and my sister and iam
so happy!! i cant wait to spend the rest of the days wt them

we are now eating at this amazing restaurant and my mom
is waiting for her friends. idrk who but i am excited to meet
all of them.

"i'll just go the bathroom" i told them

i quickly ran to the bathroom cause i really really need to pee.

i opened the door and shit.

"allie!!"

"h-h-ey"

she huged me so tight

"its been a long time, omg. i missed you so much" she said, before hugging me once again.

its her.. my bestfriend, the girl who knows me so much. the girl who knows all my problems and shits about my relationship with brooklyn. its my bestfriend... or should i say my old bestfriend???

"holly! what are you doing here?" i asked her with a huge smile on my face.

acting like i am not affected, acting like i am not feeling awkward around her, acting like i am not affected with her relationship with my ex boyfried.

"omg you didnt know? our families, including the beckhams of course are going to have a vegas fun" she said, so excited.

well, i knew them sice i was a little kid. they are my childhood friends.

"oh, thats great" i said, faking a smile.

i love holly so much, she's a great friend. she is my partner in crime... before .... but its so awkward for me. the fact that i still love my ex boyfriend which is his boyfriend right now makes me feel more uncomfortable.

and btw, i will surely stab my brother later. he didnt even tell me that they're coming!!

omg, wait. so... brooklyn's here?!

"i am so excited to spend some more time again wi-"

she got cut off with a very familiar voice.

"Baby" i heard

its the voice i used to hear at 3 in the morning when he calls me just to cheer me up, the voice i used to hear at 3 in the morning just to tell me random stories, the voice i used to hear every single day, the voice of the guy i love the most. fuck.

i turned around and saw him.

those beautiful brown eyes.

he wrapped his arms around holly's waist.

and smiled at me.

"hey allie" he said

"oh allie, i am sure you know him" holly said, slightly laughing

"oh-oh yeah, hey" i said, avoiding eye contact

"how are you?" he asked

"g...good" i said

fuck. do you even know how it hurts to see your man with other girl? i hate myself so much. this is all my fault. that should be me. i want to cry so fucking loud.

"and allie ab-" i cutt him off

"i gotta go, im sorry" i said before running away

i ran back to the dining table and saw the ramsays and
the beckhams. they all looked at me smiling.

"omg allie, you are so beautiful how are you?" victoria said after kissing my cheeks

they all greeted me and had a little talk when all of a sudden the love birds arrived.

they sat at the other corner, thank god.

i am seated beside my brother.
i punched his leg, and he looked
at me, confused.

"why the heck didnt you tell me they're coming?" i whispered

"what? i told you but you didnt let me finish my sentence" he said, slightly laughing

"i hate you!" i said and rolled my eyes.

he laughed.

fuck. i cant even look at them. they are so sweet, his arms around her shoulders, he looks at her like she's his whole world, they are laughing together, they are so sweet and it breaks my heart cause that should be me.

we used to do all those things together
he used to do those thing to me

he looks so happy with her, he looks inspired, he looks so blessed, peaceful and shit. look at me, i am trapped, trapped in the past, i am still in love with my ex boyfriend who's now happy with my bestfriend.

"we have an announcement" victoria said

geez, its making me so nervous.

"so.... we all know that brooklyn's planning to join this football team in la" she said.

okay thus is making me nervous.

idk whats happening, brooklyn hugged holly tight.

"and...."

holly breathe heavily. it seems like she knows whats happening.

"and.. brooklyn's going to stay in la until the end of his training" she, said smiling.

they all smiled and congratulate brooklyn.

what the heck.

an: omg guys this is such a crappy chapter, im sorry 😭😭
and guys, i am on a vacation right now and idk if i can update
daily but ily guys thank you for 1k++ reads for this book! ily 💗