letting go (b.beckham)

chapter eleven

a l l i s o n

yaas today went by so fast
btw, its tuesday & last night
brooklyn told me that holly's
going to stay with us and she's
coming tonight so i decided to
buy some foods for her cause
i think there's no more food
stuck at home so i decided to
buy some so she can eat when
she arrives.

after buying i went home straight
and no one's home. i think brooklyn
picked her up.

i cleaned the quickly cleaned the house
cause its going to be so embarrassing if
the house is messy as fuck.

i fixed the food i bought
i cleaned the table and i
placed it there.

i know that its going to be so awkward
but to be honest, im actually excited.
holly's my best friend well.. maybe before
but i am still excited. i missed her and i
hope that this is going to be the best
opportunity for us to be best friends again
even though shits happened, i still want to
be friends with her cause she's a nice girl,
sweet and i love her so i want my best friend
back. i really hope that we can fix this, that
we can bring back our frienship.

..

its been an hour and a half and they're still
not here.. well, i think they ate somewhere
so i guess, i am going to eat the food i bought
alone. ugh forever alone. but whatever.

i decided to just wait for them,
maybe they'll arrive soon.

...

ive been waiting for them for 2 hours now
and i am seriously tired & sleepy and i have
school tomorrow so sadly, i cant wait for them
anymore.

while cleaning the table i heard the door
opened and the closed and it was so loud

i quickly ran to see if that's them
but it was just brooklyn..... a very
mad brooklyn, okay what happened.

"hey, what happened?" i asked

"where's holly?" i added

"she made me wait for her for four fucking hours and then she called me after 4 hours of waiting to say that she canceled her flight cause she realized she has things to do in london what the hell is wrong with her?! why does she need to make me wait for her that long before she says that she canceled her plan?!" he shouted

he looks so broken and mad.

i cant stop myself.
i laughed a little and he looked at me with the "how dare you" look.

"so you think its funny?!" he said, again with a very mad voice

"no its not funny!" he said then he went to his room and locked it.

i felt so bad cause seriously thats not what i meant.

i followed him.

"brook, im sorry thats not what i meant i swear" i said, before knocking on his door.

he didnt answered.

"im really sorry... please open the door" i said

he still ignored me.

"okay, if you dont want then fine.. but im really sorry" i said.

right before i leave the door opened.

"im sorry" i said

he nodded then i smiled.

he looks so sad and so broken
he looks so hopeless & i think
he needs some advice or help

"hey.. you can always tell me your problems" i told him

he say on his bed and placed his palm in his face.