letting go (b.beckham)

chapter fifteen

a l l i s o n

its been 3 weeks since the day my brother came home,
holly came and my mom and victoria and the 'i love you'
and so far, im getting used to it. used to seeing brooklyn
and holly flirting every single day, used to hearing them
say i love you to each other every single day. ugh and i
havent talked to brooklyn, the last conversation i made
with him was the call. i am doing my 100% best to avoid
him because i dont want to cause any dramas.

he keeps on trying to make a conversation or whatever
but like what i said, i dont wanna cause any dramas. these
past few days, i can see how happy he is with holly and its
breaking my heart cause i am not the reason why he's happy
anymore but whatever, as long as he is happy? i am happy.

today, is a typical day for me. i dont have any plans, but i wish
i do have plans cause i dont wanna be stuck at home with two
love birds. yup, my brother is at a shoot and mom and victoria
went somewhere and i am only with holly and brooklyn. i am
just in my room lying when i suddenly heard someone shout.
i quickly stood up and listen.

"who is he!?" brooklyn shouted

"brooklyn! he's a friend!" i heard holly answered

"a friend?! why did he kissed you? and why does he have to wrap his arms around you and say i love you?! is that what friends do?" brooklyn shouted again

"brooklyn! you a-" brooklyn cut her off

"just tell me the truth!" he shouted

"okay fine!! he's name is matt i met him months ago and yes, im dating him too! is that what you want to know?! brooklyn, we're over. im sick and tired of your immaturity, you're being so annoying and childish all the time, you're so clingy. we're over!" holly shouted.

what the fuck did she just said!?! how fucking
inconsiderate! i sacrificed brooklyn for her, i
gave up my happiness for her and now she's
gonna do this!?! she's so fucking stupid.

i heard holly leave and i also heard brooklyn pleasing
her to stay but she doesnt care at all. i feel really bad
for brooklyn, i know he loves her and now he's experiencing
the exact, same thing that happened to us. ugh.

since holly left, i decided to go to brooklyn and
talk to him or maybe give him some advice.

i am standing infront of his door and
i can hear him sob. ugh, i really really
feel bad for him. he doesnt deserve this.

i decided not to knock and just go
back to my room cause i know he
needs space, he needs time to think.

...
after 2 hours
...

while eating dinner with my mom and victoria
brooklyn's so quiet, he looks so sad and mad at
the same time and i know that mom and victoria's
confused cause brooklyn's very talkative.

"where holly by the way?" victoria asked

"she broke up with me a few hours ago" brooklyn said, sarcastically

and then left, he didnt even finished his food.

"do you know what happened?" they both asked me

"i have no idea" i said

even though i heard their conversation i
am not the right person to tell them.

..

its 1 am and brooklyn isnt home yet.
ugh should i call him? no. text him?
no. ugh i feel so worried idk why.

victoria kept on calling and texting him
earlier but he's not answering. victoria
got pissed so she texted brooklyn and
said he's dead.

i was about to sleep when suddenly
my phone rang.