RED IN MY LEDGER.

Conquer

This is a one shot story of Romonagers during the Civil War, I saw a lot of post that Cap and Widow will be on the opposite side. So here's something I came up. Hope you enjoy! :)

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Natasha:
Tony and Steve are arguing about the registration thing. Steve not wanting us to sign on this because our identity will be published. Tony being Tony, of course he wants to know the whole wide world that he is Iron Man.

"Tony just shut up okay!? this is no good to us. our lives will be in dager, especially our special someones!" Nat said angrily.

Tony: you know what Red, even what side Cap is, you will just follow him! and what is the use of being a hero if you can even protect yourself and your loveones!?

Steve: Hey! Nat is just being matured on this! She has a point!

Nat: its not just I'm choosing Steve, but I can't show to the world also what I had in my past...
(I drop it. saying it low, slowly and teary. that's my reason. my dark past. after that I exit the room)

Steve: you see Tony your broking our team! (I exit the room and followed Nat)
Hey Nat! (running after Nat and grabbing her shoulder, I know she's really feeling bad this time) Thank you for being in my side there.

Nat: I'm not being in your side, I just have my..

Steve: (I cut her) I know. but I just wanna thank you (and I hug her, I can feel she was shocked on the move I did) and I'm sorry that you have to remember your past because of that. I promise you I will do everything just to ruin this registration thing. (I can feel Natasha's nod in my chest and return my hug also)

Nat: (I was touch on Steve promised to me. I remember our moments in Winter Soldier mission. I just nod and hug him back and whispered to him) I see that you're having practice how to deal with ladies now Steve. *smirk* ( I tensed up when I look to him because I'm so near on his lips, so I immediately let go. I saw him blush)

Steve: I told you, not everyone needs practice. (She just smile to me and leave)

***
Steve: It's almost 11:30pm when I finished a small mission from Fury. I walked straight to my room to clean myself to get ready for bed.
When I'm about to sleep, I felt that there's someone in my room, I sit down and turn on the lamp beside me. I saw Natasha on the end of my bed.

Nat: Captain.

Steve: Nat you scared me. What are you doing here?

Nat: I didn't know Captain America being scared.. I'm here to finished you.

Steve: (I jump out of my bed when I saw Natasha point a knife to me.) Nat, what happened!?

Nat: you being you who wants to control all the things!

Steve: what!? (she pinned me on the wall and really struggling to push the knife in my throat)

Nat: we need the registration. so I can start also my new life. but I know you will be againts it, so I better finished you.

Steve POV: I was shocked on what I just heard. Is this really Natasha? what happened to her. I spin our position turning Natasha to be pinned on the wall, I was about to managed also the knife and hold Natasha's both hand up and move my legs to hers so she cannot move.

Nat: what are you doing!?

Steve: Nat, what is this? what happened to you!?? awhile ago you're on my side?? 
(OMG! Seeing her like this, so near to me. I just want to kiss her. Really Rogers? in this kind of situation you thought of that?? I told myself)

Nat let go of my grip and run towards the window. before she jumped she looked at me and whispered Captain. I don't know if she heard me when I called her name..

***
Next morning...

Steve: Tony called me to meet him in Central Park. when I arrived there, I saw him with Rhodney and Natasha. (Nat why?)

Tony: Hey were here to talk the registration.

Steve: I told you. I don't want to risk everything on that stupid sign up.

Tony: is that so. Nat, you know what to do.

Natasha smirk and run towards Steve to attack.
Steve raised his shield to protect his self to Nat's punch.

Steve: Nat, why? why the hell you decide to be on his side!?

Nat: Just shut up Rogers! You're my mission.

Steve POV: what!? Tony you're son of a bitch! what did you do to her!? I saw Tony smirking on the side. I shout to Tony!

"You bustard! what have you done to her!?" (still fighting with Natasha.)

Tony: I have to old man!

Steve:
I run on the abandoned building to have time to strategies. I saw Nat running upstairs. I jump to her and her head bumped on the stair railings for her to be uncounsious.

I locked ourselves on a vacant room at the abandoned building, tied her hands so she cant beat me when she wakes up.
while I'm waiting for her to gain her consciousness, all I did was look at her. her beautiful face.. her red hair which brighten her face.. if I can only tell her how much she looks perfect to me even how dark her past was. If only I can tell her she's not a monster in my eyes..
When I'm about to touch her face, she opened her eyes.

Steve: Nat, you okay?
Nat: what did you do to me!?
Steve: Calm down.. nothing. we need to talk.
Nat: there's nothing to talk! I need to finished you!

She struggle to free her self, but no use. I pushed her on the chair, hold her shoulders. She spit me on the face. *sigh* this will be harder than I though..

I unlocked her and told her we should fight.

Nat: WE should fight or I will just beat you?? *smirk*
Steve: whatever you say Nat.

She attacked me and raise my shield. I punched her and gave me a kicked in return. I pushed her and pinned her in the wall. I suddenly kiss her in the lips. I felt she was shocked and I let go. I look at her she was about to cry..

Natasha:
I sit on my knees and shake my head.. and Look at Steve, I saw his face with bruises. did I do that to you? I ask him, and he just smiled. OMG what have I done? I'm so sorry Steve.. I told him. I don't know what I'm with me doing this to you..

Steve: It's okay Nat. I know that was not you. Tony just did something in your mind. I hug her to be assure her that I'm not mad or what.. She relax and gave me a small smile.

Nat: Thank you for always.. and I gave a quick kiss on Steve's lips) he smiled..

Steve: Hmm.. i want to tell you that.. I.I.. love you Nat, from the beginning, from the first time I laid my eyes to you, from the day when we met on the hellicare, I want to tell you but I have no courage to do that.. anyways, I thought you will not be there for me, but when I saw that you're not like you when you're with me I reviewed the CCTV and saw that Tony injected something on you when your asleep.

Nat: That bullshit! I will beat him to death. but before I do that.. I love you too Steve. I heard all what you said when you think I'm sleeping haha

and we kissed..

Nat: Let's go and finished this together my love.