I DON'T FUCKING KNOW HOW TO DESCRIBE EVERYTHING THAT'S GOING ON INSIDE ME RIGHT NOW BECAUSE I AM NOT SAD AND I AM NOT DEPRESSED BECAUSE I FEEL TOO FUCKING MUCH. WHAT IS IT CALLED WHEN YOU FEEL SO MUCH YOU CAN BARELY BREATHE? EVERY SECOND OF EVERY DAY THERE IS A NEW EMOTION BEING THROWN AT ME WHETHER IT IS HAPPINESS OR ANXIETY OR SADNESS OR EMBARRASSMENT, SOMETHING IS ALWAYS THERE AND I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO FUCKING DESCRIBE THE INTENSITY OF IT.
[ i don't even know what this is. well, i do. it's shit, that's what it is. but i need something to post other than whats going on in my life, so here you all are. a shitty caps poem written by a shitty person. the song up there is Naive - Sleeping At Last. sorry for always posting songs from this band, but i just love every single piece of music they've created ]
YOU ARE READING
emotionally
No Ficciónbasically a book where i write down how i'm feeling, throw in some really shitty poetry here and there and maybe a few songs for the hell of it. [ trigger warning ]