i've been feeling so weird for these past few days its so gross
like i've noticed certain things about the way people react to the things i do and i find it absolutely disgusting and i dont really deserve it and it's so fucking gross i hate it and like i want to get everything changed at school but this will jsut give everyone new bitching material and i don't really want that
everything is going so wrong lmao i'm not even allowed to feel anymore???? like suddenly when i show any emotion but happiness i am a BITCH and a TERRIBLE PERSON? like sorry i feel things like a normal human??? what the fuck do you want me to do??
all of this is terrible & i don't deserve it haha
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Literatura Faktubasically a book where i write down how i'm feeling, throw in some really shitty poetry here and there and maybe a few songs for the hell of it. [ trigger warning ]
