Chapter 45

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I got my plane ticket ready in my hand.

I was going to go back today because there wasn't any reason why I should stay in LA.

I was going to miss Matt so much, I could already tell.

But I love Sammy and I want to be with him.
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*skip plane rides*

"Sammy!" I yelled as I jumped into his arms at the airport.

"I've missed you so much baby." He said as he set me down lightly kissing my forehead.

We got into his car and started heading towards our apartment.

"I'm sorry babe." He said softly as he grabbed my hand.

"What for?" I asked.

"For getting mad about the pictures. if you said it didn't mean anything then I trust you." He smiled.

"Thank you." I mumbled and smiled back.

"How was LA otherwise?"

"Pretty boring." I laughed.

"I'm glad you came back." Sammy kissed my hand.

I didn't really know if I was that happy.
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"I can't believe I'm getting married!" I screeched as I hugged my friend Sydney.

"I'm so happy for you!" She smiled.

Over the years of being in New York I've become pretty good friends with Sydney.

"Let's start the invitations shall we?" I asked sitting down.

"We shall." She laughed.

I sent some to my family and Sam's.

I thought about all the people back in LA and started filling a bunch of those out too. I decided to send one to Johnson, Hayes, Taylor and Courtney.

I took a deep breath and piled them all up together.

"I think your forgetting one." Sydney said as I attempted to pick up the pile.

I grabbed it from her and looked at the name.

Matthew Espinosa.

"Why would you invite Matt?" I asked.

"I think he'd want to be here to see you get married." She half smiled.

"No he doesn't need to see anything. He already hates me enough I don't want him to hate me more." I sighed as I threw the envelope into the trash.
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*wedding day*

I just had put on my dress and was looking at myself in the mirror.

I felt someone's arms wrap around my waist and I looked back to see Sydney.

"Sammy's going to love this dress on you." she smiled.

I smiled back, getting a little nervous.

I was so happy at the same time though, I finally got to walk down the isle with my one and only.

My thoughts kept drifting off and eventually I was thinking about LA.

I thought about all my friends, and that eventually led me to think about Matt.

I pictured myself walking down the isle with him.

Not Sammy.

I imagined being his.

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