Good Things Fall Apart (Being Edited)

My New World/The End

"Sometimes these wall seem to cave in on me
When I look in your eyes
I feel alive
Somedays we say words that don't mean a thing
But when your holding me tight
I feel alive
Make it last forever
Come on baby won't you hold onto me, hold on to me
You and I together
Come on baby won't you hold onto me, hold onto me." Beyoncé~ Blue
__________________

9 months later
Journey

"Nothing fits anymore." I whined to myself as I held up clothes to my big hug body.

It's been 9 months and I've been doing good. I got me a huge house in Atlanta and I've been focused on me and my unborn son. Amod and Javon took turns taking me to my appointments even though I'm sure they both want nothing to do with me. Erica and made amends we'll never be as close as we were but I was raised to forgive and not forget.

Today I was going to visit Blake and Cole. Even though Blake and I still weren't cool Cole was like my brother so I wanted to see my niece.

I settled for a long sundress some shades and sandals. I left my hair in a curly bun and walked out to my door. I put on the alarm before making my way to the car. Marcus and Javon lived together while Erica lived in and apartment around the corner from them. Cole and Blake had moved in a house about 3 minutes away from mine.

I pulled up to their home to see Javons white Range Rover. GREAT.

I walked up to their doorstep and knocked on the door. A few moments later Cole opened it.

"Hey sis." He said pulling me into a hug.

"Hey bro where is my niecey poo." I said walking in.

"She's in here." He motioned for me to follow him.

I walked in to see Javon holding a little thing wrapped in a pink blanket and Amonnie and Blake looking over his shoulder. Amonnie and Blake had became very close. He looked up at me sighing before turning back to her. Blake and Amonnie did the same. After what I did to her brother she hasn't been my biggest fan. If it wasn't for my Phillip being my stepfather then I wouldn't be the face of her store but whatever.

"Hey yall I said walking over by Javon and kneeling down to see Dayci.

"She's gorgeous." I said in awe as I touched her cheek.

"You can hold her." Javon said as he gently placed her in my arms. I got up and say on the couch. Blake looked uncomfortable but I didn't give any fucks.

"She looks just like her daddy." I cooed tickling her a bit.

"Everyone says she looks like me." Blake said.

"No I see Cole this surely his child."

"You wouldn't know the feeling huh."

I stopped looking at Dayci and began to stare off into space.

You wouldn't know the feeling huh

That cut deep.

"BLAKE!" Cole yelled cause Dayci to cry.

"N-no it's fine." I handed Dayci to Cole and began to get up. Javon rushed to help me.

As soon as I stood up I felt a large amount of liquid run down my leg as Javon gasped.

I didn't get a chance to reacted before I felt and excruciating amount of pain in my lower stomach.

My knees buckled under me but Javon catched me.

"Shit" Blake said as she looked at me in panic.

"Go start the car!" Javon yelled to Cole immediately knowing what was happening.

"C-call Amod." I stuttered through the pain.

Here we go.
___________________

"Come on Your doing good push."

"Aghhhh" I screamed as I squeezed Amod's hand. Javon had fainted a few minutes ago.

"He's out!" The doctor screamed.

"Why isn't he crying?!" I asked as the doctors whispered to eachother. I leaned up seeing a doctor doing something to my baby and whispering code white.

"What are you doing." After a while I began to hear faint cries and then full on crying coming from my small baby.

"He's good!" One doctor smiled as he lifted him and placed him in my hands.

"Oh my god." I whispered as I looked into his grayish blue eyes which were identical to my grandfather's.

"Your so beautiful." I said to him as if he could understand.

"What's his name?" The doctor asked?
"Jaylen Asir... Um Williams or James." I said looking down. He nodded

Javon and Amod took turns holding him until they had to take him for the paternity test. Amod and Javon had bothe put in alotta money to be able to receive the results today. I could tell by the way they looked at Jaylen that they both wanted him for their own.

A few hours later my room was filled with balloons and teddy bears. Ronnie Blake Cole Amonnie Javon and Amod were all standing in my room when a doctor came in.

"We have the results." He said. Everyone began to leave the room except for Javon and Amod.

"Congratulations Mr. Williams your the father."

My mouth formed an O as I looked between a happy Javon and a sad Amod.

"Congratulations bruh." He said dapping Javon.

He turned to me and kissed my forhead before walking out the room.

"Look Jo I love you to death and you know that and I'm gonna take care of my son but I don't want anything with you. We hurt eachother too much when we're together. I can't stand to hurt you again and I can't handle that. But we've created something beautiful so I guess we're good for something right?" I nodded.

"Get some rest I'm gonna go check in Erica and Jerimiah but I'll be here when you wake up." I nodded.

"I love you Jo."

"I love you more Javon."
___________________

Bittersweet ending bwahahahaaa :)

Feedback or anything. I know this book hasn't been as successful as it could but we're gonna get there.

I enjoyed making this book so much and it's so much more that I have up my sleeve.

THE SECOND BOOK WITH BE SOOOO MUCH BETTER I HAVE MANY IDEAS.

BombAssNy☺️