I feel like i'm suffocating
I feel like i have no where i can go to feel safe
It feels like i'm getting attacked from every angle
And I keep trying to apologise to keep a peace that's so prone to break
I just can't imagine how someone could emotionally disconnect so greatly
I can't imagine how someone could let a friend feel bottomless
I'm getting it from every angle and you know this so why are you adding to it
Why are you talking about me
Why are you friends with people who make me feel bad
Why are you not defending me
Why aren't you listening when i speak
Why can't you just care for me the way I need
Why am i exhausted being in the same space as you
And what's wrong now
What's keeping me up, maybe many things
While you sleep peaceful i'm in panic
Wanting to not come home out of fear of emotional charge without emotionally consideration
I've said to you that I feel more
I've said to you that it suffocates me
So why are you keeping me breathless
Why are you not a friend to me
YOU ARE READING
Until she was happy
PoetryHappiness is a privilege and i talk deep so this whole book is a possible trigger warning. Don't look at this as a way to find peace in your darkness, this doesn't offer that, look unto this as a way to hurt with someone else, and find peace in the...
