I don't know that empty and unfulfilled are the words to describe how I feel currently, i think it's more just ridiculous, i see myself make these decisions that in all honesty are a bit manic, but they help, as much as there's a lot of ridiculousness leading up to the decisions i make, they help sometimes, because they give me breathing room, a space to not feel so overwhelmed and consumed, a way for me to have room to talk to myself and figure myself out as much as possible, some time to stop thinking so much. I know i come off too strong sometimes, i need to work on that, but what does working on that even mean, i need some constant reminder to pause and breath, a sign when i'm getting too emotional, telling me i don't need to cry or yell or wear my heart on my sleeve
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Until she was happy
PoésieHappiness is a privilege and i talk deep so this whole book is a possible trigger warning. Don't look at this as a way to find peace in your darkness, this doesn't offer that, look unto this as a way to hurt with someone else, and find peace in the...
