FLASHBACKS ➳ JACK GILINSKY

Epilogue - All I Want

Guessed I end this story with the same song I used for my trailer for this story.

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I will definitely post a new update around tomorrow just to give you more information and stuff like that. I will give y'all updates of my upcoming stories I have in plan and when I will release them. Keep an eye out for that, because you will definitely want to read my other stories.

I have a lot saved up that - in my opinion - goes through every type of heartbreak there is, so if you loved this story, my other stories might appeal to you! 

I already have two out. One is a Jack Johnson one and I just put out a new Jack Gilinsky one!

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// Epilogue //

2 years later..

Love is a crazy thing. Falling in love with the one and only, Jack Gilinsky, was crazier than most. He had changed me in more ways that I could even put into words. He made such a big impact on my life, no matter how good or bad it was.

He gave all those feelings I would never expect to get. He made me believe in love again, and hate myself for it. He made me open up my walls, and put up a huge barricade again. He picked up my broken heart, and shattered it again. He filled up an empty hole in my heart, and scooped it right back out.

Over the course of two years or so, I had managed to travel across the entire world with the money I had finally gotten to inherit from my parents. I got to stand on the very top of the Eiffel tower, and think about life, how I want to shape myself into the best person I promised myself I'd be by the end of this - if not then this whole point would be useless. I got to ride in those rowboats, across Venice, writing down certain phrases and things that inspired me to become just that. I even got to travel to Australia, and go to that ice cream place I always wanted to.

Of course, it was hard not having Jack beside me every step of the way. He was, and still is, everything to me. I had always dreamed about doing all the things I did with Jack. I had thought that sharing a life-changing experience with someone would be much better, but I realized I was wrong. How could I possibly show someone my world, the life I see, when I can't even think about it myself.

I often imagined, whenever I would sit in the car and take in the beautiful scenery, that Jack was with me. In those far away dreams, I imagined that we would be rocking out to some top hit song, maybe even ours. 

I often missed the feeling I got when he trailed his lips across my skin, the feeling that always made me completely dizzy. Something that had always taken my breath away. I also missed how he would always hold my hands when we went out, proudly proving to everyone that I was his. I missed the feeling I got like the world was a little less heavy on my shoulders, like I'm floating on a cloud. Whenever I missed him, I would focus all on the sights I was lucky enough to come across on, and it was nice to have my breath taken away by something entirely different.

I would also miss our late night talks where he could share with me a little part of his horrible childhood, and I, for the few times in our relationship, could be the one to comfort him. I talked about all of my new found secrets, desires I had for new journeys, goals I wanted to accomplish just for myself. It was sometimes lonely to be in such a big city without anyone to share it with, so I was grateful to have a friend like Ivy.