Ramblings of a Red Haired Girl

May 12

I think I'm cursed. Seriously.

Beacuse every time I'm happy, every time something good happenes in my life and I finally find someplace where I think I belong, something happenes.

Just a few weeks ago, I was soo happy. Beyond happy. I had found 3 of the most wonderful people in the world and they were my friends.... Since then two of them have gotten in trouble for being on Wattpad and one has stoped talking to me... I don't even really know why.

No, I didn't cause any of them to get in trouble. But they still did.

And then I made a new friend. I've known him for 3 weeks. He just got in trouble for being on Wattpad and might not be able to come back.

Everything that I touch. Everything I love, it all ends badly. Someone getting hurt or mad or both. And it's not like I did anything intentional to hurt them.

Just seems like everyone does great untill they meet me.

If I haddednt met Kc, he would still be ok.

Same with nadia.

Dom wouldn't have gotten in trouble.

Jeser might still be sharing his amazing poems.

Everything is ok untill me.

This isn't new. It's always happened... I thought online things would be different. They arn't.

It's like I'm some sort of posin. I meet someone and they are poisined, even when my intention was to help.

And now my moms asking me if I'm ok. So I have to go. I can't let her see that something is wrong. She wouldn't understand. She never does. I don't think anyone does...