Ramblings of a Red Haired Girl

October whatever the hell the date is

ok rant-ish-ness coming out.

some bish just called my friend fake.

ive seen it all over, people going around calling others fake.

why? cause they use a pic off the internet for their profile? because they are a different person on here than at school?

what makes things fake?

i get it, that there are fake animals like plastic ones and stuff

but what makes people fake? and what makes other people think they have a right to just go around calling people fake?

THEY DO NOT HAVE THAT RIGHT.

(i am going to cuss so if you dont like it, gtfo -get the f*ck out-)

what makes you think that people are fake?

what cause they use a picture that isnt them for their profile? THAT MAKE THEM FAKE? ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME? that makes them SAFE. STRANGER DANGER PEOPLE. putting your face out there for everyone to see isnt ok cause there are pedo's and stuff. NOT A FUCKING GREAT IDEA.

and what, cause we are different online than in real life? that makes us fake? then i must be the fakest of anyone.

because i am NOTHING like the girl that goes to school every day. i am not afraid to say what i want. i can do whatever the hell i want online. if i want to write a book about how termites eat, i can do it and no one can stop me. and no one can judge me on anything besides the words i put on the page. cause my face, it really isnt all that pleasant to look at. neither is my body.

and no one, and i mean NOT A FUCKING SINGLE PERSON had EVER talked to someone without judging them. everyone makes judgments. on here, its by our words, what we put as our about me, what we say about our selves, what we write about. that is who we are, because online, you cant see the person behind the screen. 

in the real world, outside the computer, everyone judges by appearance, but that isnt all thats there. 

i could take me. im overweight, not very pretty, got glasses, and always wear t-shirts and jeans. i am quiet and dont say much around people i dont know. but if they get to know me, i talk alot and say some really random shit. 

or this girl. she is pretty popular, takes like 4 hours to do her hair every morning kinda girl. she is uh... not the sharpest crayon in the box. but i had to listen to her and talk to her a bit and actually, she isnt that bad. shes kinda smart and funny. and she can bitch out if she wants. shes also really insecure which you wouldnt think by looking at her. 

so why the hell do people think they can go around calling really awesome nice people, fake? its really bad, especially online. it happens all over the place. why do we do that? it doesnt make sense. why do we think we are good enough to make that judgment. especially on a stranger.

what have we done to ourselves?

-Leah

(ps. chey: that bish, she aint worth your time. love you <3)