Ramblings of a Red Haired Girl

June 26

Hehehehe

Today we had to do stuff with our sheep. And right first off I got drug by a hornet. So we killed it and went on with our work and we were almost finished with our stuff when I went into shock... We were still out there and my tummy started hurting and I got dizy and then I blinked and went blind for a little bit.... And my arm hurt like hell where I got stung. Hehe it's was baaaadddd. Hehe get it baaaaa. Like sheep. Hehehe.

Aaannnnnyyway. My mom made my crawl over the fence even though I couldn't really see it and go inside and take some pills to help. And I couldn't really hear her all I got was pill yellow my bathroom and 2

Hehehe... I took the wrong ones.... I took my mommies happy sleepy anti depression pills. Hehehe

They is suppose to be anti depression. But after I took them, and my mommy told me they was wrong I got really sad.... I wanted to dies cause I always mess up and do the wrong thing.

But then I kinda halfway slept for a while and now I'm kinda halfway ok.

I mean I can think ok ish and talk ok ish but I just burped and laughed at it.

Am I high? I think I might be... I don't like it. My tummy and head hurt. And my eyes.

I'm hungry but if I get up and look at food it makes me want to throw up. And the sheep will not sleep tonight. We separated the big ones from the little ones and they want to be back together... No sleeping tonight. I'm not tired anymore. I was in between asleep and awake most of the afternoon and now I'm awake. Wiidddeeee awake. My tummy hurts again. I need some food...... And my sting hurts.... I accidentally pushed on it. And now it hurts again.

I'm shaking and twitching all over the place. Stupid happy sleepy pills. Who makes them yellow anyway? Why arn't they green or orange or purple. Make them purple so that everyone knows they are happy sleepy pills and not allergy pills.

It kinda weird cause I was reading this book about a kid that's going deaf and how when he had deaf spells it would go from normal to sounding muffled and like everythig was in a funnel. I got that. After I climes the fence my hearing got messed up and my eyes were messed up and I could barely hear mom tell me what to take. Probably why I took the wrong thing.

I can't relax. I'm shaking everywhere. And apparently my eyes are really big. Stupid happy sleepy pills....

Me go ni-night now