Ramblings of a Red Haired Girl

Aug 24

Lost in thoughts

A million things running around

Inside my mind

A thousand things

That might happen

When suddenly

Something happens

Someone close

To me...

There is something wrong

I can tell

I want to help

So badly

I want to help

But how?

You won't tell me

What is wrong

What's going on

You just say nothing

Every time I ask

But I know it's not nothing

I think it over

And over

And over

I remember what it was like

To be 14

Emotions on the run

And things changing

All over the place

Is it that?

The change?

Is it the normal moodiness of a teenage girl?

Is it that

For the first time

She wishes

For someone to love her?

A boy?

A crush?

I know at that age,

I started caring more about them

And she reminds me

So much

Of me

I ask her

How she gets

Her depressing poems

She's says just ideas

But they are to strong

To real

To many raw emotions

To be just an idea

To close to what I felt

Is it cause things are getting

To be

To much?

Sometimes

That happens

Help to many people

And you start to get flooded.

Is it that?

What is it?

What is it

That is making

My friend

Into a stranger?

Is it her?

Or is it me?

Dear girl. Uh huh ya I'm talking to you. You know who you are. I know you'll read this. Thank you so much for helping me. Now will you let me help you? Please?

<3 -Leah