A Crazy Lil Thing Called LOVE || L.P.

98.) This is it.

"Try to understand all the people regardless of their circumstances...

Even the most extra-ordinary and privileged life can be miserable and isolating when the mind is sick...

We don't get to decide how happy someone should feel by how wonderful the world is around them....!!"

Alya's P.O.V.

The next afternoon I was all set to leave for the airport; My bags packed and my car was waiting outside my house. I was in the lobby with the lads and Perrie, who were trying to make me smile with all the senseless and funny talks they could think of.

Last night at dinner, it was a difficult task to convince them that I really needed to go to India and that, I would be back soon. They all assured me that everything was going to be fine between me and Liam while I just kept on nodding, not knowing what to say in response.

They don't know what the truth is and they don't feel what I'm going through.

I've tried every little thing that is in my hands to assure Liam that I love him and tried my best to keep him happy. But now, it seems as if all of my efforts are just not enough. He clearly isn't happy with me and honestly, I don't blame him for that. I, too, know what a mess I am. So its better that I go away from his life as well as the life of all the people related to him.

"Mommy, you gotta be back soon. You're my personal stylist. Don't forget that." Niall faked a dramatic tone and winked at me, making me giggle as we all stood up on our feet. Nodding my head, I pulled his cheek. "Yeah Nialler."

"And my best friend cum gossiping partner. Gonna miss you, love." Harry spoke in a loving voice while taking me in his side-hug. "Me too." Tears had started brimming my eyes by then and I placed a quick kiss on his cheek.

"But sweetheart." Louis' voice caught me off-guard and I turned to look at him. "I'm gonna miss you the most!" He remarked and I let out a soft chuckle; All of us then made the way out of the main door. "I'm gonna miss you too." My voice cracked and Perrie pulled me in for a side-hug.

"We all are gonna miss you, baba." She spoke in a low voice and I knew she was close to tears too. Passing her a small smile, I wrapped my arms around her and she hugged me back, tighter.

"Group hug!" Louis shouted all of a sudden, taking us off-guard. Before me and Perrie could step away from each other, the lads quickly gathered around us, squeezing us in the group hug and all of us burst into laughter.

A minute later, they pulled back and I passed a wide smile to all of them while wiping away the tear that had rolled down my cheek. "I love you all so fucking much." I remarked aloud and sniffed lightly.

"Look what you've done to my sister, Loueh." Zayn spoke, pointing his hand in my direction while looking at Louis. "She has started swearing now." He finished and all of us laughed again.

Meanwhile, the driver placed the bags in the car. I hugged my small family once again and finally, slipped into the back seat of my car after reminding Perrie to keep the keys of my house with her.

"We'll be waiting. Come back soon, Alya." Zayn spoke in a passionate voice and I nodded repeatedly, trying my best to hold back my tears.

To be honest, I don't know for how long I'll be gone; Rather, for how long I'll be avoiding this place. This beautiful place, where I've made tons of memories with that one person who I've loved to the bits with everything I had but sadly, I couldn't be what he needed.