96.) Now What?!

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"I don't have the power to save both of us...

But I would still choose you over myself....!!"



Liam's P.O.V.

After having lunch at Andy's place, he dropped me back at my house so that I could pack some stuff before leaving for Wolverhampton.

On one hand, I really wanted to go back and give some rest to my mind which was then flooding with all kind of negative and heart-wrecking thoughts. While on the other hand, my heart wanted to go back to my Alya, take her in my arms and plead her for forgiveness.

No, that's not how it should happen. I, really, need to convince myself that she needs some time, away from me, so as to figure out if she still loves me or not; If she still wants me back in her life or not; If she still trusts me with her happiness or not?

No matter how much I love her, I cannot force her to stay with me, just for my sake and put her own happiness on stake.

Maybe she deserved someone better than me; Someone who wouldn't be such an ass towards her or make her cry every other day. Someone who would love her more than I do and.... 

No. Nobody can love her like I do. She can't be anyone else's. I know she loves me. She just needs some time and the day she finds out what the truth is, I'm sure, she'll come back to me. She only loves me and I love her!

My thoughts ranged between those two extreme ends; Either she would come back to me or she would find someone else. Nothing in between at all. But the most terrifying thing about it was, what if the latter one turned out to be true?

Fuck no! I don't think I'll be able to bear that. She cannot leave me after all that has....

And I was interrupted in my thoughts by the ringtone of my phone which brought me back into the real world. Quickly, reaching for it from the pocket of my jeans, I noticed Zayn's name flashing on the screen and I, promptly, answered it.

"Yeah bro?" I spoke into the phone and heard a loud bang in the background which sounded like the one from some movie. "Where the hell are you?" He whisper shouted.

Why is he whispering like that?

"I'm at my place only. What's wrong?" I asked in a confused tone. "Check your damn texts then." He sounded a bit annoyed and before I could even say something in response, he hung up the call.

What was that all about?

Immediately, unlocking my phone, I opened my whatsapp and found 5 texts from Zayn. Why the hell didn't I come to know about it?

From Zaynie - Bro?

From Zaynie - You there?

From Zaynie - Can't call you. Text me back asap

From Zaynie - Its urgent

From Zaynie - Where tf are you?


Without wasting another second, I typed in a quick text and sent it to him.

To Zaynie - Sorry bro. All well?

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