Matpat x Reader Oneshots

Special Chapter

Hi, this is the writer. I'm writing about something bad that happened - a week to be exact. Daniel Kyre of Cyndago committed suicide, you probably know that. This chapter will be dedicated for Daniel. If you're getting tendencies to die, been plotting your death, been selfharming.. I want you to know.. getting help is not a sign of weakness. It actually is a sign of strength, a strong courage to do something that only your mind and confidence will not allow, but you break those chains of depression and break free. Do it. I know you can. You can do this for me, reader. Please, you are special and mean something. Plus, if you die, you won't see any more of Matt. Sadly to say. If you need help, talk to me. I will always be here for my readers. Down below are a few suicide hotlines/textlines that will help you. They are 100% confidential and only know what you tell them. So please, do it. I love you all. I love you all, and remember.. that's not a theory, it's definetely not a game theory. Me loving you all isn't a theory. It's pure fact. <3
- Allison
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United States National Suicide Hotline: 1 (800) 273-8255 ( ingles y en espanol)
(DCO) Distress Centre Niagara (Canada/Ontario):+1 (905) 688 3711/905 734 1212/905 382 0689
Suicide Action Montreal (Canada): (514) 723 4000
Chimo Helpline Inc. (Fredericton/Canada): 1-800-667-5005
Distress Line of Southwestern Alberta (Canada): 403 327 7905
SOS Help (France): 01 46 21 46 46
Suicide Ecoute (Paris): 01 45 39 40 00
Telefonseelsorge Deutschland (Germany/National): 0800 1110 111
Youth Crisis Line (Russia): (7) 0942 224 621
Samaritans UK & ROI (United Kingdom) (Multiple numbers, sorry): +44 (0) 8457 90 90 90 (UK - local rate), +44 (0) 8457 90 91 92 (UK minicom), 1850 60 90 90 (ROI - local rate), 1850 60 90 91 (ROI minicom)
US National Crisis Texline: 741741, text "GO" to start the session

Now time for some wise words. Please remember and relate to them.

"When you feel like giving up, just remember the reason why you held on for so long." - Unknown

"Suicide doesn't end the chances of life getting worse, it eliminates the possibility of it ever getting any better." - Unknown

"If you are looking for a sign not to kill yourself, this is it." - Unknown

"Anyone desperate enough for suicide should be desperate enough to go to creative extremes to solve problems: elope at midnight, stow away on the boat to New Zealand and start over, do what they always wanted to do but were afraid to try." - Richard Bach

"The real reason for not committing suicide is because you always know how swell life gets again after the hell is over." - Ernest Hemingway

"Place your hand over your heart, can you feel it? That is called purpose. You're alive for a reason so don't ever give up." - Unknown

"Never never never give up." - Winston Churchill

"Fall seven times, stand up eight." - Japanese proverb

"Failure is an event, never a person." - Zig Ziglar (zig zoog zag boop ba beep)

"If you want the rainbow, then you've gotta put up with the rain." - Dolly Parton

"Sanity may be madness but the maddest of all is to see life as it is and not as it should be." - Don Quixote

"You must not lose faith in humanity. Humanity is an ocean; if a few drops of the ocean are dirty, the ocean does not become dirty." - Gandhi

"It is not the critic who counts: not the man who points out how the strong man stumbles or where the doer of deeds could have done better. The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena, whose face is marred by dust and sweat and blood, who strives valiantly, who errs and comes up short again and again, because there is no effort without error or shortcoming, but who knows the great enthusiasms, the great devotions, who spends himself for a worthy cause; who, at the best, knows, in the end, the triumph of high achievement, and who, at the worst, if he fails, at least he fails while daring greatly, so that his place shall never be with those cold and timid souls who knew neither victory nor defeat. " - Theodore Roosevelt

"Be a bush if you can't be a tree. If you can't be a highway, just be a trail. If you can't be a sun, be a star. For it isn't by size that you win or fail. Be the best of whatever you are." - Dr. Martin Luther King Jr.

"Non est ad astra mollis e terris via." - Seneca
(There is no easy way from the earth to the stars.)