The runaway bride and the boy in the beanie.

Chapter 15- SCREAMING CRYING PERFECT STORMS

Maya hart was bunched over in the corner of their New York apartment. Riley hated the sight of her beloved peaches curled up in a ball like that and had tried many times to talk to her or get her to eat something. Every time Maya would remain motionless and in-moving on the cold floor with her blonde locks of hair covering her face in a shadow completely. Her shoulders would move up and down in silent heavy sobs and you could tell she was hurting. Riley walked over to her and placed a gangly arm around her best friends tiny frame. Then she held on for dear life, wanting to be there when the rocket exploded.

Josh did eventually come home. It was very late and he was sodden from the snow that had turned to slush. He was still a bit intoxicated from earlier but the fresh air had managed to clear his head a little. Riley was the first to greet him when he got in. She hugged him very tightly and pointed to where Maya was in the corner. Josh's heart sunk. He saw his beautiful fiancée curled up in a ball huddled on the other side of the room. She looked tiny and so very fragile. He paced over to where she was and softly stoked her delicate face and wiped away her tears. He was still mad of course. He would be for a while but right now that wasn't important. Making Maya happy was important. He hugged her very tightly and she very slowly lifted her small head and she was visibly pleased to see him.
"Oh josh. I'm so sorry. I never meant for that to happen. We are meant to be together trust me and every minute we spend apart hurts me so much." He smiled and held her tightly to his chest.
"And to think I thought you would get mad at me." Josh said half laughing. Maya looked at him properly then with a confused look on her face.
"Why would I be mad?" She said smiling slightly.
"Because of what happened with Becky." He said matter of factly. "Did I not tell you?" It dawned on josh then that he had imagined telling Maya about Becky because of the alcohol. He felt all of the colour drain from his face and Maya snatched her hand away quickly. The smile had vanished now and he could tell she was on the brink of tears.
"Josh. What happened with Becky?" Maya asked her voice breaking because of the tears.
Josh now had two options. He could tell her and deal with whatever or try to brush it off. People can't get things past Maya hart though. No point lying to her.
"Well I was walking from our apartment and I was so confused and angry and I'd clearly had to much to drink and we ran into eachother and then we started kissing. I swear to god Maya it was the alcohol."
Maya stared at him in disbelief and hurt flashed over her face for a fraction of a second and then it disappeared and was replaced almost instantly by anger. She didn't go red or feel her palms racing. She felt nothing. She felt empty and useless. She very calmly stood up and started to walk away when josh pulled back at her wrist.
"Maya. Please. You've got to understand it was a mistake! Besides you kissed someone as well! We're just as bad as eachother!" He shouted desperately.
She turned calmly to him  and said, "yes we both kissed somebody else. But mine was a mistake. I was caught off guard and I ended it as soon as I realised what was happening. You on the other hand purposely kissed someone else. You stopped thinking about our  love for a minute to let someone else kiss you. That is the difference between you and me Joshua Matthews" Maya turned on her heel and faced Riley who nodded with her as well and together the two girls walked out of the apartment.

There are two types of anger
One is dry and the other wet
And basically wet anger is when
Your voice shakes and you hate that
Because you feel weak when you're crying while angry.
Dry anger is when your face is like stone
And your voice is sharp.
I guess wet anger shows that you care too much
And dry anger means you're done.
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A/N
Well.Air high five for more Taylor Swift quotes.
I think that the fact that title is in caps means that Hannah is mad at me for leaving it in such and evil way last chapter but ofcourse she made this chapter AMAZING and now I guess I will have a lot of fun with what will happen next.Oh the cruel torture.YAY.
So at least Josh came clean but I think that it will take a while for them to make up.Or maybe it won't.Maybe they will run off into the sunset together hand in hand.YEAH RIGHT!
Aghhh sorry I'm in a strange mood tonight.Actually when are we not in stange moods???
Keep thinking thoughts and dreaming unicorn dreams I guess...
Hannah and Megan x

Shout out for my philosophy with the different types of angry- Hannah X

WHOOP WHOOP-Megan x