Unexpected First Love

Chapter 34- Satisfying dreams

~Tamika~

(BEWARE! Hot scene up ahead in this chapter. ⛔ Just giving you a heads up, since wattpad made one of my chapters private, no problem with that for me tbh, I think it's chapter 23-Let's get wet. Anyways, yesshh, I still love wattpad tho.)

I don't know what to feel anymore and this isn't the time for this. I got exams around the corner, I need to concentrate. My mom pregnancy is really exciting news, too bad I won't be there to help out. Why haven't we ever spoken about this, I don't think I want this question answered. How is this happening.

Since after the party, I haven't really spoken to Michael, I won't call him and he doesn't call either. I don't even spend time with my friends, since then. I've been using my studies to forget about what's going to happen to us, when we leave for college. The strategy is working really well. I can't wait for this to get on over with.

I feel tears prickle at my eyes, at the thought of Michael and I going to different colleges. Tami, compose your self, you need to focus; I told myself. We said we'll talk about it after exams. Okay, I'm going to make a sandwich. I'm probably hungry.

I went downstairs, into the kitchen rummaging the fridge for what's there to make a sandwich. There's baloney, cheese, lettuce, tomato, pickles, mustard and ranch. Subway right in front of me. I took six single slices, putting baloney and cheese on three slices then popped it into the microwave to heat up before I put the other stuff. I waited and not long after the microwave, went off beeping.

Ohhh that smells good. I added the lettuce and tomato slices on the three toasted slices along with the pickles. Squirting some mayo, mustard and ranch onto them, and completed it with the other slice for the top. I took a bite off one, hmmm. That tastes awesome. I walked over to the living room, placing the plate on my lap and sat on the couch.

I switch on the TV to Disney channel, and dog with a blog was on. I really love that show, then again I love Disney on a whole. I was finishing my second sandwich, now I'm on the last. Phineas and Ferb has started. "Sigh, why are you the last one?" I spoke to the sandwich I held with both hands.

"Well, it's time to go now, you tasty piece of art." I took a large bite out of it. I don't want it to finish, but it tastes too good. I should've made five or four, but I refuse to get up To make another. I think I dosed off into sleep.

I felt soft kisses from my neck up to along my jaw. I moaned at how good they felt. I opened my eyes and I saw Michael hovering over me in the living room, his eyes filled with lust. I wrapped my arms around his neck, as our lips crashed unto each other, he licked my bottom and I opened my mouth allowing him entry. Our tongues fought for dominance as he kissed me with such a want I've never felt from him before, I entangled my hands in his hair and he groaned softly.

He slid his hands under my shirt, letting it travel up my figure, then cupping my breasts. He lifted my shirt over my head, moving his hand to the back to unclasp my bra and removing it. He teased my nipples, between his thumb and index finger making me moan softly, as he bite and suck my breasts.

His touch sent shivers along my whole body, firm yet so soft. He kissed me go down to my stomach, hooking his finger in the waistband of my underwear. The contact, makes me more horny. He removed my panty and lifted my legs onto his shoulders, kissing my inner thigh. I felt a cool breeze in my soft area as he blew on it, he thrusts one finger inside of me, making me moan and he speeds up the pace.

He added another finger, holding my body tightly and close to his, keeping up the fast pace. I was about to reach my climax, "Michael!" I shouted, I gasped for air as immediately sat up in bed. In bed? I don't remember going to bed, ohhhkkaay then.

I got up lazily, almost tripping over nothing as I head to the bathroom. After gladly emptying my bladder, I immediately brushed my teeth and washed my face. Staring in the mirror for awhile, it was all a dream. What if being with Michael on a whole was all a dream? Or, you know those movies that, they are kids and they just saw their future? What if I'm still a kid, and I was practically dreaming my life ahead.

Pretty graphic, future I'd be having I must say. I stare in the mirror again, I look like a full grown teenager, I slapped myself, "ohkay, my teenage life now is totally not a dream, and to think I was still innocent." I wiped my face and walked back into my bedroom area. What time is it? I don't know why I didn't check when I woke up.

Oh, it's 4:48AM. I'm wide awake and I'm not going back to sleep now. I made my way downstairs to make some hot chocolate, with marshmallows. I got to the kitchen, flipping on the light, then the switch for the kettle. Taking out the mix from the pantry, and a bag of colorful mini marshmallows out of the fridge, hmm, maybe just a little bit of whipped cream around the edges. I took out a large cup from the cupboard and placed it on the isle.

I leaned against the counter as I waited for the water to finish boil. That dream though, I wish I had it now. How's that going to feel when we're in separate colleges? I won't be able to think straight knowing he's far away from me and I can't have him. Surely we'd find a way, right?

The click of the switch from the kettle which automatically switched off once done brought me back to the now and I noticed tears were streaming down my cheeks. I wiped them away with the back of my hand, as I ripped the packet of chocolate mix and emptying it into the cup. I moved over to take the hot water and adding it in, I went to the fridge and took some milk, I want it extra milky. Then I added the marshmallows, using a little spoon to push some of them down, then lightly adding the whipped cream around the sides. "Fuck it." I murmured.

I had whipped cream over the entire, hot chocolate. "Much better." I cleaned up and moved to the kitchen isle, I sat on a stool, using a coffee straw to slowly sip the hot chocolate. It burned my tongue, oh how smart. I let it cool for awhile as I playfully stirred it. I sighed and thought back to everything that's happening now.

I'm heading to college with my best friends, one of my best friends are engaged, I'm having a little sibling for crying out loud. I giggled at the idea, I'm definitely going to visit as much as I can to see my little partner in crime. Really Tami? Partner in crime, damn my wayward thinking sometimes. Then there's Michael, the only piece of my puzzle who'd be missing from college.

I guess we'll just have to figure this out after exams, and graduation since we'll be busy. We both need to focus, cause now's crunch time, this has to be pushed aside. I took a sip of my now cool hot chocolate, yup way better now.

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Oh waw, Tami having naughty dreams y'all ('∀'). They better do great in those exams, cause I'll be giving them a virtual whopping. Guys I'm going to be posting the first chapter of a book I'm working on, it's different from this book I'd say, it's called 'Finding Me' please check it out, and this book is at it's ending streak, just a couple more chapters, thinking of a sequel to it.

See ya ✌.