Ginny's POV
He didn't change at all. He was still the same. He was the real and same Draco. I sobbed and clutched my pillow. He loves me. He really, and truly does. It didn't really matter about my choices, it never was about me not getting better. My tears hit my pillow with a faint *plop* I was smiling while I cried, relief had over flooded out of every pore of my body. My emotions couldn't be kept in check any longer. I left the Slytherin dormitories and went back to the Gryfindore one around 11 A Clock at night. The tears started flowing about a minute after that. I thought I would've gotten punched. I thought he might've jinxed me, or at least yelled. But no, he just softly cried and started to sing to me! What a terrible worthlessly good person he is! I didn't think of coming in peace. I was judging my fighting skills the whole time I was following him. He on the other hand was trying to protect me! I never noticed! "Uuuugggghhhh! I hate you for being you!" I screamed at nothing. He had said something that was offensive, and if it had been any other person, they would've been cursed. But no, it had to be Draco making the sly remarks about him "knowing all along."
"Well do you want to know what I think about your words of wisdom?! I think fuck it! They suck!" I wasn't mad though, I was still strangely holding the faint hint of a smile. No one was luckily in the dorms or they would've concluded that I was mental. Which maybe I am, it would be a lot simpler to be mental than to have to explain what rather mysterious emotion coursing though my veins is. I felt butterflies turning in my stomach. I felt the same way I felt the day I went to Washington when he lightly kissed my cheek. And we saw porn together. I remember that little girl that told Draco we should get married. I happen to agree with her, now even more than I did before. My lips buzzed with electricity. With energy I hadn't felt in so long I forgot it was a real feeling. I wonder if he's thinking about me. He sang a song to me! We sang a song together! "I did it!" I shouted to the same person, (nobody) as before. "I think I have successfully made him fall for me!" I laughed and hugged myself,
Letting the excited nervousness erupt inside of me.
Draco's POV
I looked at myself in the mirror, trying to force myself to drop the grin I was wearing. My throat felt right and I hand the urge to jump. The corners of my mouth kept twitching up. Why was I even smiling?! It's not like I was some hero. I made about the stupidest comment a guy trying to get back with a girl can make, then I cry with her in my arms, then I end up singing her a bloody song?! "This one has me going fucking mental. Fucking mental I tell you!" I turned away from my mirror and fell face first into my mattress. I breathed in deeply. The scent of her perfume lingered. Or maybe she just was that fucking good. I also had the urge to turn around and run back to her. Make her come back. I had a tugging sensation in my stomach that I was familiar with. I needed her. I wanted her. I groaned, as the tugging sensation grew, trying to consume me. "Shit..." I muttered. I needed to have sex. Like now, but the one thing holding me back was what she would think of me. I knew for a fact she was a virgin. I was too. The tugging sensation was normal. I was often attracted to girls. And the girls were often looking me up and down as well. Ginny was different. I acted so strange even my own self couldn't explain it. When she removed her shirt that one time. I didn't see her as an animal to be eaten. I saw her as a human. That was about to be ruined. And that was what stopped me from doing it every time. But...I mean we could break up. It almost happened. She could just have a mishap. Or a "need" for someone else. Then I would be out of time. The other thing that was stopping me was the fact of a baby. The thought scared me. I could not be a father at eighteen. And with what was going on right now....the baby wouldn't-couldn't be kept alive. My aunt....I tried to loose sight of the thought that formulated in my mind. I didn't want to take that chance. My arms flexed. Burned for someone the be in them. Another part of me hardened, I couldn't help it, from the very thought of sex. I groaned again and ran my hands through my hair. I needed her. Now. I started to formulate a plan. I could wait an hour or two. Till night. But then that would be all I could stand. Part of me wanted to wait. Drop subtle hints and see is she sparked the question. Of course I didn't want to make her do anything. The thought of my parents. I could picture it. Almost like...granger and weasley. For a split second I got lost in thought, I bet Ron had forced her to have sex. I would bet almost anything. After that brief discussion in my mind I had my night planned out. I got fully dressed again, after I tamed my nerves and jogged out of the common room, in need to find granger.
Mione's POV
I don't know what I'm even thinking! I can't believe I would even...I'm not going to steal it yet. I'll ask Draco. I can't bring myself to do it. Not with Neville. Something about that book is special to him, I didn't want to ruin it. I marched out of he great hall. The bell still hadn't gone off. That must really be behind on homework. I needed to find Draco. And quickly, before I got to scared to ask. Luckily I slammed into him as he turned the corner. "I swear this has happened six times with different people this year! Watch where your going!" Then I saw who it was. Draco looked smug, but there was a note of concern in his eyes. "Well if it's happened six different time S with six different people, maybe you should be a little more careful." He made the word "you" pop. I could tell very mixed emotions were boiling inside of him. And a quick glance down, anyone could tell he was a bit...excited. I blushed but looked away and tried to ignore it. "I have a question!" I blurted. He nodded. "I do too. And it's kind of personal. But I need an honest answer." I nodded. "Let's sit down some where. Mine needs a fairly Detailed answer as well." He nodded and followed me as we go to the room of requirement. No one would bother us there.
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Slytherin Pride
FanfictionThe world crashes and burns. Depression and anxiety are huge factors in today's societies. Not all people are happy with or in life. Draco Malfoy is struggling with abusive family and depression, while Ginny Weasley is self harming to get over the f...
