Disappointment

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Draco's POV
I wanted to sprint ahead. I needed to ask her, the desire was about to gush out of me, I also wanted to ask her permission to have sex with Ginny...I took a slow breath in and out. I was getting excited. Took a sharp right up the stairs two at a time and almost collided with the painting. I paced three times and pictured a well thought out sitting room to discuss important matters. When I pushed open the door I was stunned to find beautiful wooden tables and velvet chair that looked new. I could tell granger was pretty close to gasping too, but her question seemed to be trying to overtake her. She just perched herself on a love seat a little to hurriedly. I lounged on a long couch
And faced the ceiling. I took a deep breath and the slowly sat up to look her in the eyes. "You first!" We spoke in unison, her eyes crinkled and her cheeks Reddened. I smirked simply and looked away. She finally throws her hands up. "Go!" I rolled my eyes and sighed. "Ok...so it's uh...two things. First off, it's a serious matter...about you and Ron..." She stiffened. "Look if Ginny put you up to this just know that-" I cut her off slightly annoyed. "No, it's on my own terms and I'm worried for you so shut up, relax. And tell me the truth." She arched an eyebrow and pulled her legs up and looked down, looking intently at the ground. She was now adorn on the subject. "Well...you aren't dating...that is correct?" She tensed but took a deep breath and relaxed. "Not exactly. We've kissed, it's been a bit rocky lately with Ginny being mad at me and all." I nodded and she again closed her mouth, more perplexed with the idea of me caring more than anything else. "Has he forced you to take your clothes off." It was a question but I said it in an answer sort of way. Her face paled and she started to tear up. "W-why is that important?!" I shrugged, and she started visibly shaking. I groaned and she looked up. I had my arms open and I nodded my head over to me. Her body trembled as it stumbled towards me. She crumbled in my arms and sobbed. "I didn't want to! I tried...to tell him...he just-" I felt tears prick my eyes. She sounded like someone had actually stolen something from her. And I realized that it really felt like that. Something you can never get back. "What happened?" I asked in a soothing whisper. She took another rattling breath before continuing. "W-well. It was around thanksgiving I guess and w-well. We kissed. It was in the dorm. No one else was there. H-he got carried away. He started to undress me, that's when I told him to stop...I-I wasn't ready... Please don't tell!" I felt shocked. Why would I...I knew the answer. My reputation had been so thought out and carefully planned, people still believed it. I softly brushed through her hair. "I promise." I said in that same soft tone. She nodded and continued. "He rolled his eyes at me! Told me to stop being a bitch. I tried to walk away...h-he wouldn't let me." My arms started to grow protectively around her shoulders. I suddenly became actually scared. Had he abused her?! Did she let him? "How did he stop you?!" Tears came down her face. "H-he....I cant I'm sorry...he might find out I told...I promised. He said sorry. He's fine..." I stopped her yet again. "He threatened you. He has something against you, He physically put pressure on your shoulders till your collarbone broke right?" She looked stunned this time. "H-how.." She choked out. "Over the next week you wore a cast, said you fell from a tree. But I knew it was a lie. I didn't want to push it, especially not then." She nodded, and I could see a glint of admiration for me. "He felt awful afterward. H-he literally ripped my clothes from me...h-he-well we...had sex." I hit the expensive coffee table with my fist, She jumped. "That's not fucking sex! It's called rape!" She looked so broken and she swallowed hard. "I-I know that. It's embarrassing. I had my wand too..." I grabbed her arm gently. "Then why didn't you hex him into oblivion?!" Something deep down snapped in her. "Because I didn't want him to judge me! I didn't want to be called the bitch that didn't do anything! I wanted him love me and I have nightmares every night that I wake up with his child but never love it because I never wanted it! I dream that my whole life gets messed up because of that one red haired douche who can control me! I didn't want to disappoint him!!" She then wiped her eyes and stormed out. I didn't try to follow her. I needed time to think.

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