Living in one-roof with Mr. Yabang ♡

Chapter 47- Main Reason to Smile

It has been 2 weeks since I woke up from a two months of slumberness. SLUMBERNESS? Srsly. Sa totoo lang, first time kong manirahan sa ospital na to. I've never been confined in the hospital since I was one year old. Sobrang healthy ko at dahil sa nangyaring to, nasira na ang record ko.

Looking at the white ceiling of my temporary room, I began to count the dirts not to mention the lizards. I sat up and there I knew, I was bored. Sana kung nandito lang si Kuya o di naman kaya si Kyle, may kakwentuhan pa ako. Si Pau? Ayun, may pinuntahan sa Masbate. Binibisita niya ang lola niya doon and she's staying there for a week and then after nun balik skwela na. TSS.

Speaking of school, aichuu, kailangan kong tapusin ang last year ko dun sa school para my decent job na ako. I need to focus pero parang hindi ko kaya dahil nga naka-focus lang ako sa galit ko kay Terrence. Dagdagan pa ng pagpasok ko ulit sa school kung saan una kaming nagka-kilala, doon naman ako ulit mahihirapan.TSS.

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"Bukas!"

Sigaw ko. The door opened and I saw Jude. Watda? Anong ginagawa niya dito?

"Hi!"

He flashed out a light smile as he closed the door. Binalikan ko din siya ng ngiti at yinuko ang ulo ko. Bakit ba kasi di maalis-alis sa isip ko si Terrence. Ganito ba dapat ang maramdaman ng nasaktan?

"Okay ka lang ba?"

He asked as he held my hand. I nodded and smiled. Doon naman talaga magaling ang mga babae eh, sa pagsisisnungaling ng mga nararamdaman nila. Pro ba kung baga.

"No you're not. Let me Guess, Si Terrence no?"

Galing talaga nitong manghula. I gave him a positive answer still, lowering my head.

"Mia, You have to forget him. Sabi ng doktor huwag mo na daw balikan ang nakaraan dahil marahil lalala pa ang sugat mo sa ulo and sugat dito"

He pointed the lower left area of my chest a.k.a where my heart is located. I looked at him and unintentionally I hugged him and tears bursted in my eyes yet again. He hugged me and rubbed my back as he says the word 'shhh'. 

"Bakit ba kasi kailangan ganito ang maramdaman ko? Palagi ko nalang sinasabi sa sarili ko na kakalimutan ko na siya pero bakit parang ayaw ng puso kong mag-move on?"

Reklamo ko. I can't take it anymore. 

"Don't worry. Tutulungan kitang kalimutan siya"

He whispered.

Kumawala na ako sa pagyayakapan namin at pinunasan na ang mga luha ko.

"Really? Bakit mo naman gagawin yun?"

I asked.

"Because I'm your friend. I don't want to see you cry over him. Sinaktan ka niya at isa siyang lalaki na walang karapatan na iyakan. He's not worth it"