Chapter 46- Things to be done

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"You should be okay pero imo.monitor pa namin ang kondisyon mo. It has been a miracle na hindi ka tinamaan ng amnesia. Do you still remember everything?"

Tanong ng Doctor na nag-check-up sa akin.


"Yes Doc, everything. Mostly the pain"

Pa-simple kong sagot. Sana nga na-amnesia nalang ako eh. Yung tipong bad memories lang yung nabura at naiwan lang dapat yung mga good memories.


I regret everything I said. Sana hindi nalang kami nagkakilala ni Terrence. It's better for us to remain as in-laws rather than to remain as lovers. In fact, I don't want to have any connections with him, being in-laws is far enough.


"Thank You, Doc"

Umalis na ang Doctor at tinuonan ako ng pansin ni Kuya.

"Okay ka lang ba?"

Hinawakan ni Kuya ang kamay ko.

Tumango lang ako at ngumiti. Bad memories kept hunting my mind. I made a promise to myself that I'll forget Terrence, lahat ng sakit na ginawa niya. My tears bursted again. Bakit ba kasi hindi siya ma-alis sa isip ko?

I closed my eyes and right there in the dark, I can see his face, his handsome and innocent face. I felt Kuya's thumb across my face as he wipe all my tears.

"Mia, you have to forget him. I know it aint hard pero kailangan mo siyang kalimutan"

Kuya whispered as he hug me. I cried even loud. As I cry, I remember the first time we met, the first kiss I had and the time he made me feel that I'm special.


"Wala ng hahawak sayo Mia. Nandito si Kuya para protektahan ka. I gave Terrence a taste of his own medicine. Umalis na siya at sisiguraduhin kong hindi ka na niya ulit lolokohin"

I hugged him back. Having a brother like Kuya Jeremy is like a dream for most of the girls who wanted to have a big brother. Yes, he may be bossy but he's a great brother.


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Hindi ko alam kung bakit pabago-bago ang mood ko. Maya-maya malulungkot, maya-maya magagalit, at maya-maya sasaya. Ano ba kasi ang nangyayari sa akin? Dahil ba nabagok ulo ko ganito dapat?

One thing's for sure, i-spe-specify ko ang bawat mood ko. First is LUNGKOT. Nalulungkot ako dahil baka hindi na magising ang kapatid kong si Kaila at naaawa ako sa sarili ko dahil nagpa-uto ako sa Terrence na yun that leads me to the second state of my mood, GALIT. Galit ako kay Terrence dahil kung hindi dahil sa pagiging 100% Selfishness niya hindi na sana siya lumapit at humingi ng tulong kay Kaila. And last but not the least, SAYA. Masaya ako dahil sa pagkaka-alam ko bati na si Kuya at Dad plus kumpleto na ang pamilyang matagal ng ina-asam-asam ni Kuya at dahil may anak na siya which includes times two pa, Mas higit pa sa gusto niya ang binigay sa kanya ni Lord, which indeed we were very thankful for that.

So yan. Yan ang mga dahilan ng pabago-bago ng mood ko. 

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