Right Now **EDITING**

With Styles

Harold's Point Of View

October 4th

My Dad is taking us the nicest restaurant in town. I'm glad Gyns and him got to meet yesterday, they seem more comfortable around each other and get on very well. She doesn't seem stressed at all, but her hand is cold in mine and feel her shaking a little.

She really dressed up today. She was surprisingly hot yesterday, but today she looks classy and elegant. Liam showed me how to braid her hair and she wanted me to do it again after our shower. It's nice to know that she looks beautiful because of me.

They talk and I just look at them smiling like an idiot. She smiles too and looks at me for a moment still talking to my father. I really should be listening to them and be a part of the conversation.

As I follow my own advice, she slides her hands on my thigh. Her touch alone is making me crazy. I can't help but to think about how great last night has been. I really need to stop thinking about it before anything happens. 3 times! I'm definitely taking her back to the pool tonight. I really, really need to stop thinking about it! The way she pulled my hair back... It hurt, but it felt so good. It was the sexiest thing someone has ever done to me... 3 times...

The waitress arrives just in time to take me out of my reverie. My father really wants to get to know Gynie well and she answers honestly each question like she did with the lads and Mum and Robin. I look at her, she is smiling. She is always smiling. I can't get enough of her. As much as I've always liked to keep my distance from my girlfriends so that when I get the chance to see them, it is perfect, but now I always want her with me. She is amusing and very surprising. Yesterday, I got a glimpse of the iceberg hiding under the water. She is so much more that I could have imagined. I'm glad we got the chance to go out last night. I never thought she would have that many shooters, but I guess hiding deep down of her good girl look she isn't so much. But seeing her dancing with Liam drove me crazy. She was being all sassy and sexy, I had to steal her away. Away from him...

I remember her tight little black dress and her high heels. She was hot! But on that dance floor, her heels in her hands, freeing her inhibition, she was sexy and desirable. Louis' idea of karaoke was the best and I really didn't think she would embrace the song as much. She was being knowingly desirable, charming me, dancing against me. I just wanted her so badly from the moment I saw her dancing at the show so free-spirited and happy.

"What is happening with you H?" My father asks loudly as if it wasn't the first time he was. "You did not talk at all for the whole lunch..."

"I was just waiting for you to stop your interrogation..." I try to joke.

He laughs and answers genuinely that he wanted to get to know Gynie better than to be good at dodging the water I throw at her. She laughs brightly and jokes back at him.

I can't believe I will have to let her go in two months... I can't be stressed out about something so far ahead. We have new singles to release, the tour to end, the album coming out, the promo for the album and lots of award shows still to come before then.

"How do you find your stay here? Is College the same here as yours back home?" Des asks Gynie completely consumed by their conversation.

"King's is a dream! I love it! Students are so passionate and kind! It's much more beautiful and picturesque here!" She answers sparks in her eyes.

"You must have lots of work to do?"

"I do but I try to be as disciplined as I can..."

"She always gets up very early to read, she almost doesn't sleep at all!" I complain speaking for the first time.