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X Factor Finale

Virginie's Point Of View

December 13th

Since there are no red carpet for the X Factor, Harry and I get to arrive together to the Wembley Stadium.  We are driven by a chauffeur and I can tell by how hardly he holds my hand that Harry is very stressed.  I kiss it gently and, as I do so, he smiles and brings my body closer to him, hugging me tightly.

After our little 'fight' two days ago, we watched Alan Carr's Chatty Man and I made love to my man, body and soul, to show him how I'm his forever and only his.  It was hard on the both of us, but I'd like to think that we grew stronger from that, because it's like nothing ever happened as we had so much fun yesterday.

We went shopping together yesterday on Old Bond Street in London.  I've never seen so many luxury stores in one place, Tiffany & Co., Yves Saint-Laurent, Cartier, Gucci, Alexander MacQueen, Prada and so many more.  He wanted me to do whatever made me happy.  If I wanted to try everything on, he would have been happy, but I don't really like shopping that much, I get tired after, like, three stores.   Luckily for the both of us, I found something really quick.  We started at YSL, since I know how Harry love this brand, but nothing really suited me well.  We moved on to Alexander MacQueen and I fell in love with the 'Belle Epoque Jacquard Knit Dress'.  It was unanimous for the both of us that I needed to wear that dress.  It's gorgeous and elegant.  

At first, I wanted to wear something that would have matched Harry's suit, but he didn't even know himself what he was going to wear.  The stylist dropped it off by the house this morning.  The suit is cute and quite original, but it isn't Harry's favourite outfit.  He would have preferred wearing his own clothes over this, but now that he has it on, he looks dashing.  It isn't as conventional as everyone is usually dressing like, but he isn't conventional, he is incredible.

So we are now arriving to location and the car drives us into the stadium.

"Ready?"  He asks me, way more nervous than I am.

"Are you?  It's a big journey ending tonight..."  I try to be as supportive as I possibly can, because it's a big chapter coming to an end for the boys.  Even if they promised to be coming back, things will never be the same.

"Yeah.  I have never been more ready.  Thank you for being there for me."  

"Forever, Harry.  I love you."

"I love you more."  He kisses me briefly before opening the door.  "Now, let's go."  

He takes my hand and drags me through a maze of corridors.  We meet a lot of the crew and Harry shakes his free hand with everyone he knows from back then and that recognizes him.  We are soon led to a dressing room where Harry's family will soon join us.  We let our personal effects there and Harry brings me to meet the crew he once worked with.  They are all really kind people, very nice too.  I get to meet the finalists and their mentor, Rita Ora, Nick Grimshaw and Cheryl Cole, but Simon isn't there yet.  Harry chats a lot with them.  He introduces me to Nick first, because they are really close with each other.  He talks to them for a long time.  He is having so much fun, being his friendly and charming self.

After a while, we go back to the dressing room for some alone time.  I let myself fall on the couch, already exhausted by the pain of my high heels.  It doesn't take long for Harry to come to me.  I don't know what is taken over him, but he sits on my lap, a leg kneeled on each side of me.  He takes my cheeks strongly in his hands to kiss me with fervour.  I feel his kiss consuming me. 

"You are happy."  I state to the feeling I get through his kiss.

"I'm ecstatic!"  He answers smiling against my lips.