Right Now **EDITING**

The Box

To: virginie.dulude

From: cinderella1995

Object: New Year, New Memories

Dear Friend,

I can't believe you had to see this at this time of the year.  It's hard to see your bright spirit completely smashed like that.  I hope I could help you in any way I can, but I don't know what to say to make you feel better.

On the bright side, it can't get any worse in this New Year.  Start fresh and new.  Put everything 'Harry' in a box and hide.  It will be hard, I'm not saying it won't, but you need to do that to move forward.  I won't let him drag you down. (I'm so sorry...)

To change your mind a bit, Niall and I are just friends for now.  He has big plans on travelling the world, but I'm very happy he still wants to get in touch with me.  This is so surreal.  One minute, we were in my living room watching him on telly and now he texts me.  I'm very happy and I have you to forever thank for.

I'm so sorry that my happiness begins when yours ends, but you are not alone.  You made good friends out of what you experienced.

Life is unfair and I understand how angry you are with him, but don't ever blame yourself.

I love you very much my friend.

Take care of yourself,

Cindy xx

January 2nd at 6:29 PM GMT

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November 20th,

Dear Gyns,

I just called you on my way to my house.  It felt so good to finally hear your voice.  I've missed it.  Your accent is so adorable.  I woke you up as I'm getting to bed.  I wish you could be here with me.

Have you ever been to LA?  I could bring you here one day.  It's always sunny and bright.  We could literally go for walks and not get surprised by the rain, although I know how much you love it.

Your sister tweeted me by the way.  The family stayed up to watch Jimmy Kimmel Live.  I've never been so happy to read a tweet.  I'm glad you finally accepted my request on Twitter since you private your account.

I've been listening to Fleetwood Mac non-stop thinking about you.  I can still picture you singing Go Your Own Way at the top of your lungs when we drove around in Newcastle.  I miss it.  I miss you.

I'm happy and I hope you are too.

All the love,

H.  x

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November 21st,

Dear Gyns,

The song sums it up really good.

I love you.

Everywhere - Fleetwood Mac

"Can you hear me calling

Out your name?
You know that I'm falling
And I don't know what to say
I'll speak a little louder
I'll even shout
You know that I'm proud
And I can't get the words out
Oh I...
I want to be with you everywhere
Oh I...
I want to be with you everywhere
(Wanna be with you everywhere)
Something's happening
Happening to me
My friends say I'm acting peculiarly
C'mon baby
We better make a start
You better make it soon
Before you break my heart
Oh I...
I want to be with you everywhere
Oh I...
I want to be with you everywhere
(Wanna be with you everywhere)
Can you hear me calling
Out your name?
You know that I'm falling
And I don't know what to say
Come along baby
We better make a start
You better make it soon
Before you break my heart
Oh I...
I want to be with you everywhere"