Right Now **EDITING**

Back In Montreal

December 20th

November 16th,

Dear Gynie,

I'm writing you this letter from the airplane taking me away from you. I don't know if this will ever get to you. But no matter what I said to you before I left, I never wanted us to be apart. Not for a few weeks nor forever.

I can't imagine what it would be like to live without you in my life.  When I'm with the boys, it's alright, but I don't like being alone. You bring so much life to me, I don't ever feel lonely. You know the show off I am and you are so easily amused by all the crazy things we do together.

I can't believe I will be closer to your home than you.

I'm glad you were strong when I wasn't. I was giving up, but you held on. Thank you for trusting me. I love you, so much that I felt the need to tell you in French, because it feels so much more true. Je t'aime.

It was hard to see you hurt like that, but now that I'm gone, I'll be sooner with you again. I'll be counting the days.

All the love,

H. x

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November 17th,

Dear Gynie,

I can't sleep. All I can think about is you, crying at the airport. When they finally closed the plane door and I was on my way to the other end of the planet. I can barely hold it all inside. I wish I was still besides you.

I'm in my bed in my house and I just keep picturing you sleeping with my shirt on next to me, but you are not. I wanted to call you, but the tapping of Ellen finished late and you probably were still asleep. I thought of you when she questioned us. I'm so sorry I had to lie, but you know why I did that. I'm sure you will understand. It was nice to remember all the hotel pools we snuck up to.

A fan got invited to meet us on the set and she hugged me and kissed my cheek repeatedly, I had to repeat her name to not let myself believe it was you. I miss you Gyns. I love you. My heart already wants to come home to you.

All the love,

H. x

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To : virginie.dulude

From : cinderella1995

Object : Home

Hello my friend!

How is it back home? How was it going back to your family? They must have been so happy to have you back and know all about your trip.

I miss you so much already. I had so much fun Friday. It feels even harder now to know you are on the other side of the world than a few minutes away.

It's Cindy, by the way. I had to get your email from my twin brother. I tried to call you, but it seems like your phone is out of service since you are out of the country. It went straight to voicemail.

How have you and Harry been holding it up? It's has been two days since you have been back. How does it feel to be away from him?

On a happier note, Niall texted me few minutes ago. He just wants to chat. I didn't how much that man loves food. It's a good thing I know how to cook! He is hilarious. It seems like we could be good friends.