Right Now **EDITING**

Out Of The Woods

Virginie's Point Of View

October 9th

"Go away Harold!" I finally let out, I'm shaking and sweating like crazy. It definitely is not my proudest moment.

I hide my face in the toilet just in time and flush. I'm so disgusted with myself. First because I'm a wreck, still drunk and I stink like hell. Second, because I rushed all my insecurities at once on him instead of handling it with maturity.

He knocks on the door again. I can't say a word, I'm too weak ... and I throw up again... 3 times! I flush and rest my back against the wall. I take deep breaths. I think I'm alright now... I think it's over...

I get up and get scared at my own reflection. I wash all the running make up on my face and brush my teeth twice. I still look horrible but at least I feel clean.

I take a deep breath and open the door. Harry is there with a big glass of water. I shyly smile at him and take the glass of water. I look down ashamed. I look as bad as I feel.

"Thank you..." I whisper before going back to my room.

As I enter the room, he closes the door and takes a hold of my arm. He brings me closer to him and hugs me gently. It's as if he is scared to crush me.

"I love you Gynie... And I regretted every word I said in that interview, believe me... But I don't want you to ever feel like you are nothing. You mean everything to me."

"Why did you laugh at me then?"

"I didn't... I laughed because even though you were hurt and pissed and feeling all of those horrible things you felt, you were angry at me for not living my life as happily as I should be! And that is one of the reasons of why I love you so much..." He says taking my face in his huge palms. "As for Taylor... It has been over for a long time, years actually, and there's a reason why it is... I love you and I never did with her. Apart from my Mum, you're the only woman I've ever loved Gyns. I don't know why you have a hard time believing that."

I hug him back and sit back on my bed.

"We need to talk... I'm sorry for being so dramatic earlier... I was tired and pissed and drunk and disgusting and seeing you wasn't at the right moment. I wanted to write every thing I felt in order to be clear and avoid this kind of drama..." I whisper looking down at my hands on my lap.

He sits down and looks at me. He takes one of my hands and hold it in his.

"I know I shouldn't have said what I said, and it's not that I'm ashamed of you at all. I fancy you and I am proud of you. I just didn't want you to be harassed by the media and fans. You know how bad it can get. You saw it with your own eyes with those comments you just told me. Do not feel ashamed, I hide you to protect you and it's maybe not the right thing to do, but, to me, this is just all so new. I promise I won't lie again if it's what you want, but I will always try to protect you."

"What will you do if you get asked the same thing?" I ask to get his side of how to handle our situation in the media.

"If you're ready to face the attention, I won't lie again. I want to tell the world that you're mine. We could go out see movies and I could hold you and kiss you whenever I want. I could bring you to events, premieres, if that's what you want... But it will cost you your privacy and it's a huge deal to pay..."

I look at him getting excited and all and it warms my heart that it was all a huge misunderstanding and that it won't happen again because he won't lie about us anymore. I'm very happy, very very happy, so much my eyes fill with tears.

"Stop crying, you'll make me cry too..." He laughs wiping my cheeks with his thumbs.

"You crying?" I laugh looking at his beautiful dimpling smile.

"I'm a sensible man, OK! It sometimes happens, like when I watch Bambi, to tear up a little..." He laughs and I just want to hear that sound again and again.

"Clearly I learn new things about you everyday!" I laugh finding myself again.

"You're laughing again... I love seeing you laugh..." He smiles caressing my cheek with the tip of his fingers. "I'll promise to always live my life to the fullest and be happy if you promise me you'll be there with me... "

"Promise?"

"Promise."