There's no turning back...
No time for doubting...
No reason for hesitating...
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I need to end everything...
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I slowly raised my sword after pointing it on Kaito's throat... and hurriedly swayed it down...
But...
...
...
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...before I struck his throat... drops of water fell into my cheeks that made me stopped my purpose...
My tears were falling nonstop...
They're flowing without end...
Just that...
I had realized...
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...
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Is doing the right thing this painful?...
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If it hurts like this, is this still the right thing to do?...
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If this is not the right thing to do... then, what else?...
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...
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I cried more.
What else?!!!!!!
WHAT ELSE???!!!!!!!
WHAT ELSE ASIDE FROM TAKING KAITO'S LIFE????!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I just hurriedly went out of the house and threw the katana away.
I can't...
I can't use my hands to take his life...
I can't kill Kaito!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
"I CAN'T!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I CAN'T!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!", I started to shout.
Not him!!!!
NOT HIM!!!!!!!!!!
NOT KAITO!!!!!!!!!!!!
"Gakupo!"
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I got shocked.
"What happened?!", Kaito worriedly asked and went to me.
...
"What's happening to you?! Why are you like this?!", he said and held my arm.
...
"Gakupo!"
Then, I suddenly hugged him so tight.
Hugged him and felt him.
"G-Gakupo?!"
Just a while ago...
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I was decided to take his life...
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...to make this warm stop...
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...to make his gentle hands disappear...
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...and to erase his existence in this world... in my arms... in my sight...
How could I?!
How could I?!!!!!!!!!!!
"Gakupo... What's really happening to you?... Please calm down...", he said and I felt a gentle touch on my back.
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...
...
"I love you, Kaito...! I love you!", I said to him and tightened my hug more.
I could really hear his gasp.
"Gakupo... Don't worry... I will stay by your side... We'll always be together..."
I don't want to lose this warm...
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I don't want to lose this beautiful person...
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I don't want to lose Kaito no matter what...
"With or without return... I love you, Kaito! I love you so much!!!!", I cried.
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