Mixed Feelings

Chapter 16

Chapter 16 Mixed Feelings

Zayn's Point Of View

"Zayn?" Steph asked. But I ignored her. I was just looking at her. Her beauty even though she just woke up. Some of her hair was messy and she didn't have any make up on. How I preferred her. She always thought she had to wear make up around us boys. Even before meeting them she was nervous. I don't know why she perfect. But no. Good for nothing people had to ruin that for her. They ruined her self-esteem and her personality. Now shell do anything to fit in which is a shame.

"Zayn?" Steph asked again but to no use. I kept moving closer to her lips and closer until they touched. And when they did she was shocked to say the least. She didn't respond, not right away. But it was until I started to pull away she pecked me on the lips and, somehow, got untangled from my hold and left the kitchen to go somewhere I didn't know of.

I walked out of the kitchen into the living room where I saw Harry and Steph. They looked like they were talking. What if they were talking about me? Damn. What was I thinking? You weren't thinking stupid. My head spoke up.

When they noticed I was there they went upstairs to finish whatever it was they were doing,

F*ck. This is all my fault, probably.

Steph's Point Of View.

I walked out of there not looking back. I couldn't. I went to the living room to see if Harry was still there. He was. He was watching something on the T.V. I had to tell him. It would ruin is friendship with Zayn but I didn't want to ruin our relationship.

"Harry can we talk?" I asked as I went to stand in front of him. He was sitting down on the couch so I was a little closer to his height.

"About what?" He asked.

"Um.. what happened in the kitchen."

"What happened?" He looked as if he had seen a ghost or something.

"Um...--" My sentence got cut short when I felt I another person in the living room. When I looked up I saw Zayn already looking at me. I pulled on Harry's hands that I was already holding trying to let him know that I wanted to go somewhere else. He got up and we went upstairs to my room.

My room was on the third floor. We had three floors in this house. The floor with the all the rooms, the second floor with the living room, kitchen and dining room. And the last floor. Like a garage but better. Down there was my escape place. It had a fitness room, laundry room, scenery room and my all time favorite being the dance room. If I was ever lost the boys would find me down there. My room was at the very end of the hallway on the left. Along with Harry's and Niall's rooms'. Zayn's, Louis', and Liam's room being on the right side of the hallway of the same floor. Since we all had bathrooms in our rooms we had only two other bathrooms. One being on the second floor and the last floor.

My room was nothing special. It was my favorite color though. Baby blue. I have a queen sized bed pushed to the side of the wall furthest from my walk-in closet. And next to the closet my bathroom. No posters, Paintings, not even a clock in there. I need to decorate big time.

"What did you want to talk about?" Harry asked.

"I'll only tell you if you don't get mad."

"Okay....I won't get mad."

"Zayn. He kissed me today. In the kitchen." I said timidly.

"..... Did you kiss him back?" He asked

"..... No...." Okay I might've lied a little but our relationship is hanging on a string as it is. And the fans don't even know about us and we're already like this.

"Okay. Let me think. Zayn kissed you again. And you didn't kiss him back either time?" He asked deeply in thought.

"The first time I did. And im sorry. I just.. I had these weird feelings about him--"

"Do you still have these 'weird feelings' towards him?"

"If you would've let me finish I would've said 'No Harry. I like you only you.'" I said outing emphasis on the words 'you'

"Okay im sorry. But if its okay with you... I want to tell the fans about us."

"I'd love that Harry!" I said as I contain my huge smile on upon my face.

"But just remember sometimes the fans can be mean..." After he said that my smile was wiped of off my face in an insist.

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