I finally did it. I told Zayn i loved him. The best part? He loves me too. I couldnt ask for anything better.
Zayn and I on the couch wacthing movies cuddled up together was something i used to dream about. Somethong i've always wanted, and now its finally happeneing. And i couldnt be ny happier.
Right now im wearing a pair of Zayn's sweatpants with a white tank top so when Zayn asked if i wanted to go out for a while i refused. For one i dont want to go get ready and second the fans would mob us and they would go crazy on twitter, I didnt want that to happen. I've already been a victim of the fans on twitter and... it didnt end up well.
I just want to be here in his arms all day. He is everything i've ever wanted. He makes me feel beautiful, smart, funny and just happy. That's all i seem to be now, happy.
Even though i still have some really bad socail problems and have really bad mental issues going on with me, i still manage to be happy. Not because of Zayn, but because someone gave me hope. Even though he knew i would pull through just the reasureence seemed to work more than needed.
I loved the feeling of being myslef again, or at least somewhat.
I love Zayn and i dont care what anyone has to say.
He makes me feel better, he loves me and i love him. Nothing could be better than that right?
I have my dream guy, while living my dream.
A girl could get used to this.
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I know its short..... but it's finally over!!
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Mixed Feelings
Fanfictiona girl that loves her best friend and tries to get him to notice her.