Mixed Feelings

My Makeover

"Well does it look good?" I asked Clay.

I was afraid that I would look bad, like I always do.

"You look.... amazing." Clay said. Maria spun me around the cahir so i could look in the mirror. And must i say i liked the color with my skin tone.

"Oh my gosh Maria! My hair looks amazing. Thank you." I thank. I get out off the chair to hug and pay her, but Clay beats me too it. He's already handing her his credit card the second I pull away from the hug.

"Clay I already told you, you don't need to pay for me." I said

"That doesn't mean I don't want to." Clay responded. Oh yeah did I forget to tell you he's like me. Hes stubborn, has an attitude, and is super sarcastic.It must be hard to put up with me. Oops. Oh well. Sometimes i like to mess around with him and see hwat he does. Like if he'll flip out or something. But he never does.

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"Bye Clay! Thanks for everything." i said as i waved to Clay as he was driving away. He had dropped me off at the boys' and i's flat.

"Zayn!" I called out as I walked into the living room. I guess he didnt hear me because he didn't say anything. when I walked into the living room, sneakily might I add, it looked like the boys were having a meeting.

"So? how are you going to tell her?" Louis asked.

Tell who what?

"Well I cant just tell Steph 'Hey im goimg on tour earlier than expected and you have to stay here to pursue your once on a lifetime job as a model.' That would be too tough for her. Especially if shes getting better. And remeber the last time I left her?"

My best friend is leaving me. Again. Right when I needed him. Right when I found out my feelings about him. He's just leaving. Like before.

I need him. If he's not here then I know I'll get bad again. I just know it.

"Your leaving?" I said as I came out of the kitchen, where I was hiding.

When I didnt get an answer I picked up my bag and walked upstairs.

"Steph!!" I heard Niall yell.

I walked into my room and got my car keys. I never really drive places so I never took it out or mentioned it. But I love my little car. Its a new generation Mustang. Dark grey. Beautiful.

"Forget it Niall."

I grabbed my keys and walked back out.

I got into my car and started it up. I turned up the volume on the radio and left.

My phone was going ballistic. So many calls and texts. So i just turned it off.

I reaches over to get mt bag to put mt phone away. In that time I wasn't paying any attention and heard loud horns then felt mt body amd my car being collide with a big rig.

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Sorry for a short update. sorry its crappy. sorry sorry sorry. I know it sucks. ill update as soon as this gets 8+ votes. i know you can do it. well yeah. here you go!!!

^^Kaitlyn *rawr!