Mixed Feelings

Closer than friends

***Katies POV

"LET ME GO SEE HER!" Someone shouted. It sounded like it was coming right in front the door actually. I wondered who wanted to see me. And why. But then the thoughts of the bar came back to me. Now i knew who yelled that. Zayn. I was just wondering who he was yelling it at.

"First tell me what you did." Someone again said much calmer than Zayn. I felt around the bed to see if Harry was still with me. Sadly he wasn't.

"No Harry! Now move!" Zayn said calmer. Or trying to be calmer. Then i heard someone get shoved rather forcefully. Fear struct throughout my body as this happened. Oh no! They're fighting! I absolutley HATE fighting! But whats even worse than a yelling and screaming Zayn is one thats fights and that goes the same for Harry.

I sprang out bed and ran to the door. When i opened it i saw two grown men brutelly shoving each other. I didnt know what to do so i just yelled.

"STOP! STOP IT please!" I yelled somewhat horrified of what they were doing. Once i had said that they both turned around. Both having sorrow in their eyes. Zayn knew how much i hate fighting so he probably thought that it was time they stoped because he just stood there. Frozen. He started to walk towards me but i was so scared that he was going to lash out at me that i jogged over to Harry. Once i reached Harry i just hugged him.

"It's ok Katie" He whispered desperate to calm me down. But I couldn't. I was breaking the band up. Because of me.

"Can we go back to the room now?" I asked. He nodded his head and let go of me as a signal to let go too. But i didn't wan to. I didn't know if Zayn was still there.

"Zayn left Katie you can let go." Harry said as if he had read my mind. But i didnt want to let go. He was warm and comfortable to lay on/ hug. Soon Harry noticed that i wasn't going to budge he picked me up. I instantly felt guilty for him having to pick me up. I mean i know hes strong and all but he picked me up. Me. I bet i was heavy to him.

Once we reached the bed again i noticed that the clock had read "4:07". It was way too early to be awake. I just laid down next to Harry. But since i was so cold i rolled over to him. Now i was halfway on top of Harry. I didn't mean to be this close to him so i tried to roll away and find another way to lay but Harry grabbed my waist making me scoot closer to him.

"Harry i don't want to hurt you..." I said while looking into his perfectly green eyes.

"Katie your not hurting me. Your actually really light." He said looking back at me. But i couldn't help but feel i was being lied to. Everyone in highscool called me 'fat' so i just believd it.

"No im not Harry. Stop lying."

**** Harry's POV

"No im not Harry. Stop lying." She said looking dead serious. I couldn't believe she thiught that she wasn't light. She the skinniest 18 year old I ever saw. Coming to think of it she was really skinny. I don't think it's healthy to be that skinny at her age.

"Katie whens the last time you ate something?" I said not trying to be too pushy. I mean she's a girl the hate talking about their weight.

"Ummm.... I dont know?" She said making it sound like a question more than statement.

"Well then lets go eat something." I said making my way out of the bed.

"Im not hungry!" Katie responded.

"Please can we just sleep and eat in the morning?" She added

"OK fine" I sighed "But you also have to tell me about earlier OK?" I said again trying not to be pushy.

"Mmmhmm." She hummed as she rolled away from me. I got kind of said that she didnt want to lay on me so i just grabbed her by the waist and brought her closer to me. Now she was practically laying on top of me. And i enoyed it very much so.

"Harry i already told you!" She sounded quite annoyed by the sound of it. But i didnt care. i loved having her with me.

"I dont care Katie!!!" I whinned knowing she would give up.

"Fine" She sighed

Haha Victory is mine! I thought in my head.

"Goodnight Harry.... Again" She chuckled slightly while getting into a more comfortable position. Now she was laying with her head in the crook of my neck and her arms holding me by the waist.

"Goodnight Katie." I said

"I love you Harry. Thank you" She said. I felt myslef blushing at what she said.

"I love you too Kaite." More than you'll ever know. I added in my head

And then we drifted off into sleep... again.