****Katies POV
I was now currently watching the movie holding onto Harry as if my life depended on it. The movie was beginning to get a lot scarier than before and I was scared shitless. Once Harry noticed my uneasiness he said,
"Hey lads it's getting late we should get going."
I silently praised god for him to say that. They all protested of course cause they wanted to stay but finally gave up and left.
I suddenly felt a rush of cold air hit my body. It was because Harry had left. I felt sad that he left. I never feel sad when he leaves. I wanted him back. I wanted him to hold me again. oh no.....
I'm falling for Harry.....
Well better than my bestfriend right?
Right
"Hey Zayn?!" I asked not knowing where he went.
"I'm upstairs." He replied, well yelled. You see me and Zayn don't usually share a room but tonight I was too scared to sleep by myself. Once I got to his room I walked in, not needing to knock, the perks of being a bestfriend has its advantages!
"Zayn... do you think... maybe.. I could sleep with...you ..tonight?" I stuttered
"Of course Katie!" he happily said.
"And next time you don't ha've to ask."
And with that I made my way to his bed. Once I got cozy under the covers I mentally face palmed realizing I was still I jean shorts.
"Um.... Zayn do you have sweats I could borrow?" I said with the puppy dog look I always give him when I want something. Something I've found is-is that he could never resist the puppy dog face.
"Sure but they might a little big on you." he chuckled knowing I was really skinny for my age. But what he didn't know was that I wanted to be this skinny.
Something I never told anyone was that when Zayn was at the X-factor I used to get bullied. I was called a lot of horrible names including 'fat' 'worthless' and 'ugly'. Thats what made me the I am.
I have anorexia. Meaning I don't eat... I starve myself.... I also cut myself..
No one will ever know that though... not even Zayn. I know your bot suppose to keep secrets fRom your bestfriend but I just couldn't tell him. I wouldn't know how he would react.
"Goodnight." was the only thing I heard Zayn say as snuggled closer into cheat for warmth... and to make sure the monsters would get me and drifted into a very heavy slumper.
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A/N
well sorry it's short
and sorry it's been a long wait :(
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Mixed Feelings
Fiksi Penggemara girl that loves her best friend and tries to get him to notice her.