Chapter 55

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~Jazzy's Pov~

This Time

[Verse 1]

Well I'm mad as hell
Ain't gonna take it no more
My bags is packed at the back of your door
Cause I don't know who I am no more
You won the battle but you lost the war

I've been in denial
Now I'm living the truth
Been down for awhile
Now I'm standing up to you
Oh, this Time

[ Chorus ]

This time
I'm gonna do it my way
This time
I'm finding out the hard way
This Time
I'm gonna go back
To the girl I was
On the night you found me
No more
Holding back the real me
Just wait
In a minute you'll see
This Time
Just in time
It's my time
Getting back to the real me

[ Verse 2]

Don't try to stop me
With the words you say
Cause I'm sick and tired of the games you play
I'm gonna free myself,
Gonna make a change
And like a butterfly
Imma spread my wings

Been crying for too long
Now I'm drying my eyes
Grounded for so long
Now it's time for me to fly
This Time

[ Chorus ]

This time
I'm gonna do it my way
This time
I'm finding out the hard way
This Time
I'm gonna go back
To the girl I was
On the night you found me
No more
Holding back the real me
Just wait
In a minute you'll see
This Time
Just in time
It's my time
I'm getting back to the real me

[ Ending ]

I'm mad as hell
I can't take it no more
My bags is packed at the back of your door
I promise you
This time

This time
I'm gonna do it my way
This time
I'm finding out the hard way
This Time
I'm gonna go back
To the girl I was
On the night you found me
No more
Holding back the real me
Just wait
In a minute you'll see
This Time
In time
It's my time
Getting back to the real me

This time
I'm gonna do it my way
This time
I'm finding out the hard way
This Time
I'm gonna go back
To the girl I was
On the night you found me
No more
Holding back the real me
Just wait
In a minute you'll see
This Time
In time
It's my time
I'm getting back to the real me

I'm mad as hell
I ain't gonna take no more

Me: Thank You Everyone
Ryan: No thank you Jazzy got coming on the radio to chill with us
Me: Thank You For Having Me Glad To Be Here..
Ryan: Good to see you. You look great now lets talk..
Me: lets..
Ryan:Lets talk about the song. This is your first song you produced in awhile actually..Its called "This Time". What is the meaning of this song?
Me: Well I've Been writing this song for months like 6 months ago and I didn't want to produce it because it made me sad and during that time I wasnt happy at all like I was a fucking mess..
Ryan: okay you mentioned you weren't happy..what made you unhappy..
Me:..Ummm alot...mostly friendship issues and relationship issues..
Ryan: Oooooo Relationship issues?
Me: Yes..
Ryan: Dont tell me my main man Chris been fucking up
Me: You said it..I didn't
Ryan: Damnn..what happened
Me:Lets just say...I'm a single women and he is available ladies but watch out for his Bitch Made Nigga Ass Baby Momma
Ryan: Oooooo Shots Fired!!!..
Me: Lol. Straight gunning for her ass.
Ryan:Lol..but in all seriousness how you been..How have Jazzmine's Life been.
Me: Well...umm My life has been full of surprises at the moment. Which reminds me..I have to make a few announcements
Ryan:..oooooh
Me:..First Off i have an album coming out and it's called " Jazzy" and it has all my upcoming songs on it and it comes out the day after Halloween so make sure you get that..
Ryan: Noted
Me: And It will be my last album I release for a while because I'm trying to focus my attention...on....Being a...
Ryan:...Omgg
Me:...A....Mother
Ryan: Your Preggersss
Me: I know right..imma be a mom in couple more months straight counting down.
Ryan: you heard it here first. JazzyB is Pregnant Congratulations. You are going to be an Excellent Mother and I Hope You get a lot of support from your family friends and The Father..
Me:..Yup all noted.

~ 4 Hours Later~

Tinker: Now you gotta throw all yo thot clothes away
Dani: Hell yea
Me: I know.
Dani: Aye can I have them high-waisted shorts?
Me: Iguess
Tinker: Since you giving shit away can I have them denim overalls
Me: Those can't even fit you
Tinker: Imma turn them bitches into shorts
Me: bruh it's cold asl
Tinker: That's My Business
Me: Whatever now about the party.
Dani: Its next week at The Cage
Me: Bro that bitch gon be live like a Mfker.
Tinker: Hell yeah..imma get a bitch pregnant
Me:....How Tinker...How?
Tinker: I have my ways shidd.
Dani: Nasty Bitch

Hit the Quan: Message

Me: Tinker can you see who that It is.

Tinker got up and grabbed my phone off the coffee table.

Tinker: Its a message from Chris..
Me:Wtf he want?
Tinker: Ion know..he says yall need to talk
Me: About What??

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