All day
I was good
Lots of water
No food
Lots of exercise
I lost 2 whole pounds
But then I decided to eat
Just a little bit
And a little turned into a lot
Until I binged and purged
For the first time in months
My throat burns
My eyes water
And slowly
I begin to self destruct
Ruin my relationship
Check
Ruin my health
Check
Ruin my chances at happiness
Check
Check, check, check
I fall deeper and deeper into the rabbit hole
Eventually I'll drop to the bottom
To Wonderland
To drown myself in drugs
And I won't come out
It's rather hard to find your way back home once in Wonderland
But surprisingly easy to get there
I'll get there through my path of destruction
Through all my little checks
Check
Check
Check
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Empty Thoughts
RandomJust an odd collection of thoughts in my brain that sometimes come spilling out of my mind