I'm lost
Standing here
So close to you
Yet so far away
You're so untouchable
So unreachableYou haven't been mine in forever
But sometimes I still wish you were
I don't know why
We never worked
But maybe we were too young
Too different back thenMaybe it was just the wrong time
Not that we would work now
Or that we should try
I don't even know what it is I want from you
Do I even want anything?
I'm not good at relationships
Not that I even want to be in oneI get lost in you
You're my own personal addiction
Visually tracing every line and curve
You're my version of cigarettes
Memorizing every feature of your face
Your cute lips
And striking eyes
That narrow nose that's so perfectly centeredI could drown in you and never come back
Just as one drinks to the point of no return
Stare at your perfectly kissable lips for hours
Allow myself to breathe
I don't even know what I would do
Where to begin figuring out what it is that I wantWhy I even want everything back
It's hard to remind myself that
It's probably just an addiction
An addiction that needs to be killed
I have to stop thinking about youI can't let myself get lost
I need to stay in reality
But if I could
If I had the chance
I'd kiss you
Just once more
I'd remember the way I got lost in your lips before
I would let myself get lost one more timeThere's not a thing I wouldn't do
To get lost
Lost in my addiction for just one more moment
To just get lost in you
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Empty Thoughts
AléatoireJust an odd collection of thoughts in my brain that sometimes come spilling out of my mind