Empty Thoughts

Forget

I thought I could do this
I could pretend
And I could push it away
I could forget
I could do everything
To push you away
To forget you
Because it's the best for us both
And I know that
In my head I know that
But my heart's telling me something else
The more I push
The more I want to grab you
And hold you close
Cling on to you
And never let go of you
The more I try to forget
The more I remember
What it feels like when you're inches away from me
The flutter in my stomach when you text me first
Or the smile that creeps onto my face
Whenever you start speaking
But now it's all gone
I told you to pretend too
It's our new game
Guess you're better at playing pretend
Unless it was that easy
And you really can just forget
But I wouldn't know
I don't know much
Just that I miss you
And I want to talk to you
But I can't
I have to forget