I keep trying
Pushing you away
Attempting to leave
I don't feel safe when I trust
When I'm happy
And with you
I trust you
I'm completely happy
I don't know how to live like that
So I keep pushing
And pushing
And pushing
But you won't budge
You just push back
And tell me you love me
And that you care about me
You're so sweet
And dorky
And you do the stupidest things
And I'm completely in love with everything about you
You bring out the cheesiest side of me
You make me smile
And laugh
Give me cuddles and kisses when I'm sad
Hold my hand all the time
For no reason other than you want to be physically attached in some way
All the time
And you won't let me push you away
You love me even when I'm being a jerk
You don't manipulate me
Or force me into anything
Worrying about even holding my hand or touching my shoulder more than I want
You just want me
Exactly as I am
So I keep pushing away
YOU ARE READING
Empty Thoughts
RandomJust an odd collection of thoughts in my brain that sometimes come spilling out of my mind