The temptation of the skinny metal blades
The forbidden fruit
Is killing me
I gave in last night
The burning fire
Glistening water
Bright red paint
It fascinated me
Trapped me in
And there it is again
The need
To displace some of this hell
Onto my skin
Remove it from my heart and mind
Desperately I hope
It will let me breathe again
If only for a moment
I pray
That this time, I'll really kill it
I'll kill the feeling that makes me dead on the inside
But I never do
Paint covers my skin
Washed around by the water from my eyes
The burning feeling spreads up through my hips
And all the way down my arms
I sit on the ground
With hot tears
Shaking violently
Thinking about the temptations filling my mind
Begging me
Just one more time
If I give in
I won't have time to feel the satisfaction
Before the temptation strangles me again
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Empty Thoughts
RandomJust an odd collection of thoughts in my brain that sometimes come spilling out of my mind