Empty Thoughts

Before I Do It Myself

Somebody kill me

Before I kill myself

400 calories a day

20 new cuts

5 pounds less

But none of it satisfies me

I'm still fat

And I still hate

More broken now than I've ever been

I have nobody left

Because even you left

All I needed was a friend

But you couldn't even do that

Please darling

Just kill me

Before I kill myself

I'll wipe my tears before I go

Maybe put on a pretty dress

Paint up my face once more

I might as well romanticize it

Because no one wants the truth

No one wants to see how ugly it really is

And all I really want is to be pretty

To please others

But say goodbye darling

Nobody killed me

So I guess I'll just have to do it myself

I'll say it first

Goodbye darling