Today it is August 21st
133 days
Since the blade sliced into my skin
Made me forget the pain
It's been 133 days since the last time
I tracked a dissociative episode
It's been 124 days
Since I was diagnosed
Since I learned the name
For the part of my brain that is broken
124 days I have known I have
Borderline
Personality
Disorder
BPD
Three simple letters
That hold so much weight
And 115
The number of days since my discharge
From my two and a half week stay in a mental hospital
I've been clean from drugs for 66 days
66 whole days
Since I've tasted the sweet nicotine
Or the bitter weed
But most importantly
It's been 14 days since I came out as Chris
Since I first uttered the words that I'm trans
14 days since starting over
For 14 days, I've been me
YOU ARE READING
Empty Thoughts
RandomJust an odd collection of thoughts in my brain that sometimes come spilling out of my mind
