I don't know what else to say except I'm sorry
I'm sorry for all the pain I've dragged you through
I am sorry that I blamed you for the taste of alcohol on my tongue
And the feel of pills sliding down my tight throat
I don't know what else to say except I'm sorry
And that I miss the way things were before
I am sorry that I am an addict
And I'm sorry I let that addiction ruin us
You are my safety
With you, I can breathe
I don't know what else to say except I'm sorry
And I know that I'm sorry cannot fix us anymore
I know I am not solely to blame
Yet I am solely responsible for my part
I don't know what else to say so I say I'm sorry
But what I mean is that I love you
And that with you I belong
I don't know what else to say so I remind you that I am here for you
And that you can always come back to me
What I mean is that you are everything
That a friend could ever ask for
You are caring, loving, and compassionate
I don't know how to tell you I need you
So I continue to push you away
But what I really want to say is that I'm sorry
Yet I don't know how to say sorry without making it sound so cliché
I am lost without you by my side
You bring joy and laughter and fun
And friend, I am so sorry
I know I need you more than you need me
I don't know what else to say except I'm sorry
I'm sorry I don't know how to give you a proper apology
YOU ARE READING
Empty Thoughts
RandomJust an odd collection of thoughts in my brain that sometimes come spilling out of my mind