I'm sinking again
Faster than the titanic
We aren't friends
We never really were
Our friendship is the only thing that I would ever dare call
Impossible
My week pulled along
And I broke all of my rules
I stopped trying
Didn't even get out of bed one day
Wish I didn't today
But I did
I plastered on my best smile
Until I cracked
The water filled the ship
And I began to sink again
Faster and faster
Until I broke my rules again
My skin shattered with the facade
And red waves engulfed everything
And that feeling
The one that starts in the pit of my stomach
And fills every part of me
And urges me
To do the one thing one doesn't think about in the daylight
The thought that usually only comes
With my midnight tears
And plans form from this idea
I think how easy that would be
Comes and haunts me
It's the anchor pulling me down
And I can't stop sinking
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Empty Thoughts
RandomJust an odd collection of thoughts in my brain that sometimes come spilling out of my mind