Thoughts invade my mind
Thoughts that should not be there
For some reason they always seem foregin
They always catch me by surprise
But they aren't
They are my own
They come when I see the shiny metal
Of three new blades
Sharp
Skinny
Dangerous
They try to scare me
They're daring me
Wanting to see if they can hurt me again
Manipulate me
Make me bleed
Taunting me
They know
They know I have failed yet again
They're always there waiting for me when I do
Even when I get rid of them, new ones will find me
Shiny
Sharp
Skinny little things
So small but with so much power
That I can't resist touching them
And they slice into my skin
Feeding off of my tears
Thriving from the horrible shrieking noises that are escaping my lips
Their skinny nature
Makes skinny lines of bites
All along my arms and hips
Until eventually the sharks leave me
Lying in the shower
The hot water washing away the evidence of their attack
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Empty Thoughts
SonstigesJust an odd collection of thoughts in my brain that sometimes come spilling out of my mind