Empty Thoughts

Lies

Oh how I hate lying

How I wish I could've told you

But it's too late now

And it would've just hurt you more

That's the last thing I want

To cause you more pain

But still

I wish I could tell you

Because lying isn't in my nature

But it won't be a lie much longer

It probably won't exist after today

And that's what kills me

I lost two things

In less than 24 hours

You lost a "friend"

And I did too

But I lost more than that

And just one more time

You might win

And I might be left in the dark

I can't be mad

Cause you don't even know

I lied

But I didn't have the choice

I never wanted to lie

It was out of my control

And now I've lost two things

And you've won without trying

Congratulations